Dustberry: crush at first sight

Dust...

Blues POV-
*knock knock* Oh he's here! I rushed to the front door and swung it open. "Dusty!" I exclaimed, giving dust a hug. "Hey B." He replied, rubbing the back of my head. "Hey dust..." papyrus said, glaring at him. It's annoying how he does that. Does he hate dust? I rush upstairs, dust walking behind. "You seem excited, what's up?" Dust asked, shutting the door behind him. "It's a surprise silly!" I replied, grabbing the box from my draw. "Here you go!" I shoved the box into his hands. He looked at it, a perplexed expression on his face. He proceeded to open the box, pulling out the contents inside. It was a picture frame in which ink helped my make. Inside was a photo of me and him. He smiled at it. "Do you like it?" I asked him intently. "No.." my soul dropped. "I love it!" He beamed. My soul rose again. "Really?" I questioned. "Of course, it's perfect!" He replied, putting it carefully back in the box. Dust then suddenly turned his head to look at something. I looked to where he was looking, but nothing was there. He kept staring at the spot, looking as if he'd seen a ghost. "Dust? Are you ok?" I asked. He turned to me. "Yep, I'm all good." He plastered a fake smile on his face. "Are you sure?" I questioned, grabbing my phone from beside me to watch TV. No reply. I looked at dust, he was clutching his head. "Dust?!" I panicked, dashing to his side. He then stopped and spawned a bone. What was he doing...

Dusts POV-
"Kill him, do it sans, he's great EXP." papyrus echoed in my mind
"No, I can't, stop." I replied
"I know you can do it, you don't need feelings, you need LV to defeat Chara."
"No, stop, I can't kill blue."
I didn't know what I was doing, I wasn't controlling my actions. I didn't want to kill blue...yet a bone spawned. "Papyrus! I don't want this! I love him!" I yelled. I approached blue clutching the sharp bone in my hand. "Excellent sans, you will be able to defeat Chara with his EXP." papyrus sung. I heard blue's cries for me to stop and calm down. I wanted to stop. I didn't. I saw my arm rise, blues face full of horror. I screamed for myself to stop. My arm came down, stopping right before hitting blue. I felt myself fade into control. I dropped the bone and feel to my knees. I felt tears well up in my eyes. Why was I crying? Is it because I was disappointed in myself for attempting to kill blue, or pride in managing to stop, or was it the trauma? I felt someone tap my shoulder. I look up to see blue looking at me with a horrified expression upon his face. "I'm so sorry!" I apologised, grasping him in a hug. He stayed still at first, than accepted the hug. "Dust...why did you do that...are you ok?" Blue asked concerned. "I didn't want to! I didn't mean to! I didn't do it! Papyrus-" Blue silenced me. "I believe you." He said, hugging me tighter. "I heard banging, is everything alright here?" Blue's papyrus asked. I didn't see him since I was facing away from the door, but I could tell it was him. "We're fine...well, at least I hope we are." Blue replied. "Are we fine dust?". I nodded, not wanting papyrus seeing me with tears. "Well, I'll leave you then." Papyrus said, shutting the door behind him. We stayed like this for a while, blue comforting me whilst I babbled our apologies. "Look dust, I know with what just happened this would be a slightly bad idea, but why don't you stay the night, just so I can make sure you're alright. I'm worried about you dust." Blue said sympathetically. I sighed. "Ok...only if it makes you happy...but if something goes wrong, I'm leaving so you don't get hurt." I replied. I didn't want to put blue in danger by me staying, but I want blue to be happy, and I think I'd do better with him being here.

OK I THINK YOU KNOW WGAT THE NEXT CHAPTER IS. I DID THSI AT 10:00pm and it took half an hour so I need to sleep now, BYE BROTATO CHIPS!
Also sorry if cringe happened I didn't mean to