Get The Sheets Messed Up (Kellic) (boyxboy)

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"What do you mean leave?" He asked in disbelief.

"I mean I can't handle this anymore. I thought I could, but I can't, not after today." I told him. I wiped at the tears and went to get up, but he put his hands on my shoulders to keep me there.

"You can't just leave. Let's talk about this." He pleaded with me. I was still so scared from before and I didn't know whether I should stay and listen or not. All I wanted to do was leave, but where exactly would I go? Back to the streets? Vic's eyes looked so sincere. How could he go from intimidating and scary, to this affectionate and caring Vic in the span of a minute?

"I didn't like what just happened." I told him quietly.

"Kellin...you never told me to stop." He pointed out. I looked down at my hands, feeling a little stupid because I could have told him to stop, but on the other hand I felt like I couldn't.

"You told me I can't move away from a client and that I'm there to just take whatever they give me." I muttered.

"Shit." Vic whispered. He put his fingers under my chin and made me look up at him, "I was wrong. I was so, so wrong. I just...that wasn't right of me to say. If you don't want to do something then you say no. You speak up. Fuck, Kells, I'm so sorry. I'm so fucking sorry."

He moved away, sat on the ground and put his face in his hands. "I practically fucking raped you. What the fuck is wrong with me?" He whispered. He sounded so devastated about what happened, and god damn it, I hated him sounding upset.

"It wasn't the sex that bothered me." I told him. He looked up at me, looking confused. "I mean, not really. I guess I didn't like how you were looking at me and talking to me. I don't know. What even got into you tonight?"

He looked like he was contemplating something. It was like he didn't want to say whatever it was that he was thinking about. He finally sighed and reluctantly spoke.

"Something happened at the club tonight. I didn't want to tell you because I didn't want to scare you off. What good that did since you already want to leave." He said.

"What happened?" I asked.

"Remember that guy from the club that was hitting on you?" He asked. I nodded. That was the guy that Vic broke the fingers of. "Well he came back tonight and somehow got past security. He, uh, he got to one of my employees and got really rough with him...now he's in hospital. So I punched the asshole a few times." He explained. I couldn't believe this.

"So that happened and you decide to be rough with me too?" I asked, sounding a little shocked, because I was shocked. If something bad like that happened then why would he want to do the same to me?

"Ugh I know, I know. I'm so sorry. I don't know what the hell my reasoning was. I guess I was mad and wanted to get you prepared for if that happened..." He trailed off.

I shook my head quickly and stood up, "That definitely doesn't make me want to stay." I walked away from him and to the door. I picked up the clothes I had dropped there and was ready to leave when he ran up to me and stood between me and the door.

"Please." He begged in a small voice, "Don't go, just don't. Everyone fucking leaves. I'm sorry about what happened and it won't happen again. I was thinking irrationally...I think...I um, I think with you and the business I can run things differently. I'll only give you clients that I trust and I know won't hurt you. I...the business needs you. You're a, uh, you're a good asset to the business and please just don't go."

There was a long moment of silence between the two of us as I thought about what he just said. I was so scared of something bad happening when I start getting clients. I think I had actually started to like Vic and maybe that's what made what just happened seem so bad. It's true, I do like Vic in more than a boss/employee kind of way, and to have him treat me so badly hurt a lot. Maybe I wouldn't have a problem with other people doing it because I wouldn't care about them. I came into this business knowing that I would be sleeping with random men and knowing that they would treat me badly and I had accepted it, so my only problem right now was how Vic himself had acted. I didn't want him to do that to me again ever.