Why?(a Matt Espinosa Fanfic)

Chapter 1

My life was a whole lot better until last summer. I'm just entirely grateful that I have found Trevor, Sam, Ricky, Jc, Connor and Kian. I don't know what I'd do without them. My life will be literal shit.

I was on my phone lying on my stomach on my bed when there was a knock at the door. "COME IN", I shouted, my eyes still glued to my phone.

I heard the knob twist and cameron came in. I took one look at my screen before turning around and saying "Oh it's you."

"Yeah, I just to check on you, are you ok? You haven't come down for lunch, we were so worried."

"We?", I repeat

"Yeah, me and the boys", he replied.

I stay still for 5 seconds and then I got up on my butt and I hugged my legs."Look, I'm sorry", I say

"There's no need for apologising, I just wanted to check if your alright, I want the best for you, in fact we all do and I hope you know that. You've been acting strange this morning and every other morning since......you know", he began. Tears filled my eyes and I tried so hard to push them back but the grief let it out. "Hey, come on now don't cry" said Cam wiping them away. "I'm sorry it's just I don't know what happened that night", I said sobbing and muffling my words. "Why would he do that? Why?" I mentioned still crying.