(ON HOLD)You Know You're My Baby (August Alsina)

Tell Him the truth!

August

My bae enjoyed her night. I can't lie it felt good seeing and being around everyone again! I saw Dontaesia dust bunny lookin ass but I didn't let it get to me I wonder who tf invited her axs!. She had some beat up nigxa with her as she held a baby in her arms I hope that's not the reason she been coming at Miss, that baby don't look shxt like me!

I peeped them looking at Miss every now and then so I kept checking on her making sure she was cool, reassuring her of how proud of her I was by kissing her, rubbing her leg under the table and whispering it to her in her ear every time causing her to smile. I saw Shay give Missy "that look" from across the table too! (the fxck did I miss?) I asked myself. whatever it is Imma be sure to find out as soon as we make it home, I'm talking as soon as we cross the threshold soon! Until then I just want her to smile because tonight is about her!

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After a few drinks, laughs and dances everyone including Missy and I had left.

Once we pulled up to the crib, I opened the door for Miss and grabbed her by her waist as soon as she walked in closing the door behind us. I put my Chin in the nape of her neck causing her to laugh and squirm.

"babyyy stop your chin hairs tickle" she laughed kicking her heels off by the door!

"I love you" I said kissing her left cheek.

"I love you too baby" she replied motioning me down the hall and into the kitchen. She grabbed a bottled water opened it and took a big gulp! I let her go and just looked at her.

"what!?" she asked laughing as she wiped water from her chin.

"you thirsty or nah?" I said bursting into laughter.

"But nah remember what I said earlier right?" I asked looking at her seriously. She motioned for me to go onto the patio and I did. I sat in one of the lounge chairs as I waited for her.

She returned with one of my Vneck white T-shirts on with some blue knee high socks with a blunt rolled up. That let me know it was something bothering her. She put the fire to the blunt hitting it then exhaling after sitting between my legs facing me.

"I love you, and the only reason I didn't tell you is One, today is your first day back in my life and I didn't want you to do anything crazy. Two, it was an inappropriate time, and Three, after I tell you this I hope you can keep reasons One and Two in your head and not be mad at me because I really missed you and I don't want you to flip out on me and we end up arguing and fighting because I'm just not up for it."

"I'm listening" I said hitting the blunt focusing on her. She paused and looked down playing with her blue claw nails. Her forehead wrinkled indicating she was either frowning or about to cry.

"Ok, remember the guy I told you about... you know the miscarriage etcetera etcetera?" she started.

"yea dude busta axs?" I said passing her the blunt

"yea the busta. Well, he-he was at the party-"

"He what!?" I yelled causing her to jump a little.

"Baby just chill please don't get upset" she said putting the blunt in an ashtray that sat on an end table next to the chair. She moved closer to me placing her hands on mine running her nails across my hands. "see, this is why I didn't want to tell you then babe!" She said as tears rolled down her cheeks.

"I don't know who invited him and then he came with Dontaesia and that baby I'm guessing is his right?" She said looking up at me.

"Miss don't even think no shxt like that Mah, you know that ain't my shorty if I had a kid you would have been knew about that."

She exhaled as if she held her breath waiting for me to answer.

"I'm sorry I didn't tell you but everything went so great and I didn't want to ruin it! I haven't seen you smile as much as you did today since..." she looked down with her face in her hands.

"since what bae!?" I asked pulling her hands away causing her to look up at me.

"Since before Melvin died, I didn't want to take that away from you baby. When you smile it just makes my day!" she said chuckling and crying at the same time. "it lets me know I'm safe with you and that no matter how much shxt i been through, it lets me know that it'll be OK because i got you!" she wiped her eyes with the bottom of my shirt then looked down staring at her nails once again.

"aye man you gone look at your nails or me?" I said causing her to laugh.

There fell a silence, not an awkward one,but one that we were comfortable with. One that made us both just be!

I leaned forward and kissed her lips.

Melvin I think I found the ONE Bro

I thought to myself as I wrapped my arms around Missy pulling her into a tight hug while looking up at the sky.

I always told him the only way I would leave this shxt was if I had a bxtch with big enough balls to check me without backing out and when I got my money right. A nigxa like me lucked up and got both.

I guess when you grind and pray things are capable of working out in your favor.

Now my next move was to put some yungins in her have a few baby Alsinas running around this mfka! lol j/k