(ON HOLD)You Know You're My Baby (August Alsina)

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Missy

"Baby, are you ok in there do you need some help?" I asked as I stood at the bathroom door waiting for Aug to respond.

He had been in the bathroom for almost two hours and I had began to worry. It had been a week since the drill and August getting shot. He had become more distant and less talkative since that night.

He didn't respond and just as I was about to walk in the door swung open. There stood August. He walked pass me as if I wasn't even standing there going into the closet and coming back out in his gym shorts, socks, nike slides and a white T-shirt.

He sat on the bed with his back up against the headboard turning the t.v. on flicking through the channels ignoring the fact that I was even there. This type of shxt was starting to get to me but I kept my cool.

"Baby do you need anything? Are you hungry, do you want me to go get you something to eat or cook anything?" I asked as I sat at the foot of the bed.

"Nah" he responded still looking at the t.v.

"Are you sure August? You haven't been eating and you're really losing weight babe! You have to keep your weight up in order for you to have a full recovery August!" I said getting frustrated by the way he was acting.

"Miss stop that shxt mane! I said I'm good, damn get off a nigxa back mane!" He snapped at me, but still I kept my cool.

"At least let me change your bandage" I said walking up to him reaching for his shoulder, to my surprise he let me. He winced as I pulled the tape off. His wound was healing pretty good and the stitches were looking good, still a little blood and pus but overall it looked good. I went and grabbed the alcohol,moth balls,cream, and bandages.

As I cleaned his wound he paid no attention to me. I looked down at his tattoo on his face that said self where his sideburn should be then I looked at his lips,nose and chin admiring him and his smooth skin. "I miss you" I said letting it slip.

I really did miss him. Even though we were in the same house with each other everyday all day, I still missed him. He's become so distant and territorial since that night. We never touch,talk,laugh or kiss. He doesn't even tell me he loves me anymore that's what hurt the most but still I'm here for him, catering to his every need, making sure he's ok and once again cleaning his wound.

He responded with no respond at all, not even a head nod. "What happened to the man I fell in love with!?" Is a question I ask myself everyday. Only myself and God knows how much I wanted that man back, but as of right now I'll have to deal with whoever he was at the moment.

After cleaning his shoulder, I walked out the room annoyed. Slamming the door behind me letting my attitude be well known. I grabbed my car keys, jacket and my phone leaving out the door. I got into my car thinking as I felt tears fill up my eyes but before they could fall I caught them. I called Shay and planned on meeting up with her at this spot called "Vine". I needed a drink or two, maybe three.

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"Hey my friend!" Shay said approaching me being her normal loud self causing me to finally smile, something i haven't did in a while.

"Hey crazy axs gul" I said hugging her as tight as I possibly could. To be honest I didn't want to let go and I'm guessing she caught on to it.

"Alright Miss what's going on holla at ya girl " she asked as we walked over to a table in the corner of the room taking a seat. I inhaled heavily then exhaled.