To this day- FILLIE

I loved her

I loved her

2026

Millie P.O.V

My mum and my agent, stayed round until i got a call, the producers said we would get a call today, and if we don't then we didn't get the part, and if we do we get the part and we have to go in tomorrow and do a screening test with the guy that I am meant to have an on screen romance with, I'm honestly not looking forward to this, the last time I had one, it could too complicated and my emotions got the best of me, and I started to fall in love with him. This time that's not going to happen, I really need to focus, especially if I want my career to work out this time. Stranger Things was my first big break, hopefully this movie will be my second, this movie needs to do well, for me to have different options in different genres of film and tv show.

"When are they going to call?" I groaned, impatiently

"Remember they only call if you get the part," Rachel- my agent- told me

" yh but if i did, when would they?" I asked

"I don't know millie, but soon, why don't we just go out for some food, and if we get the call there, we get it and if we don't, then we don't and we can always find you another audition, Okay?" Rachel reassured me, and I did feel like going out for some lunch and she's right if i don't get it, I can always find another audition,

"Okay, can we just go to a cafe or somewhere close?" I asked, not really wanting to go far,

"Sure." With that we left my apartment and head for the nearest cafe, and luckily it wan;t busy, even though many people don't recognise me, fewer people just helps with my anxiety.

My phone started to ring, and I quickly answered it,

"Hello?"

"Hello, this is Millie, correct?" a male voice asked

"Yes, yes it is, can I help you?" I confirmed,

"I am Adam Shankman, the director of the movie you just auditioned or, 'une vie d'amour', I just wanted to let you know that you got the part as the main female character: Cami, and you will find out who your working with as the part of Logan. See you tomorrow for the screening," he ended the call before i has the chance to say thank you.

I was in shock, I didn't actually think that I would get the part,

"Rachel," I called for her, she was ordering coffee for us, she held up one finger, to say 'give me a second'. About a minute later she came and sat down with our coffee and slices of cake

"I got the part, i got the part, i got the part!" I was almost screaming, but I contained myself since we were in a cafe, but I honestly couldn't believe it. Part of me was excited to meet this guy, but part of me is nervous and doesn't want what happened last time happen again.

When I get back to my apartment, Rachel left and I felt like posting on instagram: I rarely post of instagram, like once a month, sometimes more sometimes less, my following dropped when people figured that I wasn't really doing much more, but i am still on 3.2 million, which is still impressive, even though when i left i was on 23 million: but today i post my first photoshoot in seven years, I choose my favourite one and caption it: First time back in front of a camera in 7 years, I've got some exciting news coming tomorrow. Stay tuned, x.

I turn on celebrity gossip channel, even though it makes my anxiety worse: I still choose to watch it to see what my old friends are up to, we all promised to stay in touch, and they all stay in touch with each other, but i choose to isolate myself away from that, even though they are still my family and I love them a lot: I still get the odd message, them checking in to see if i'm ok, but that's it really.