To this day- FILLIE

You made me feel special

You made me feel special.
2019
Millie

We had finished filming  around 9 months ago, but the duffers and shawn are perfectionists, and they take forever to release stranger things, and today it was the premiere, I was seeing them, I haven't seen this since we ended, and I am so excited. They are my family and i love them, every single one of them are different and that makes me love them even more.

I'm wearing a short pink and puffy dress, with two flowy bits at the back, and my pink sparkly Dm's (Dr. Martens). I can't believe this will be the last Stranger things premiere. During the after party, I already know I'm going to cry, knowing this will be one of the last places we would all see each other in a very long time, we are all so busy to even have time to  meet up and it's difficult when you live in different states and cities.

I do a few quick interviews, take a few photos, and then we all meet up and take cast photos.

It gets to the after party, and I already feel a rush of emotions: happy and sad, Maya and I were dancing on the dance floor, dancing to lots of 80's music, then Finn comes of to the dance floor. He takes my hand and just does is special type of dance, and he twirls me but, let's be real Finn can't dance, but neither can i. We danced, we danced for hours, and Finn never dances, and it made me feel special, really special, I love him so much, i love all of them so much. I don't want to leave them.

During the dance, everything became all too much and I had to take a minute outside. But Finn being Finn: caring about others way to much followed me out.
"Hey what's wrong?" he asked
"I don't want to lose you and everyone else in there," I explained, trying to hold back the tears,
"You won't millie, we all love each other, and I promise to text you everyday, and keep in touch,"
"Promise?"
"Promise," he stuck his pinky out, and I wrapped mine round his, and he pulled me into a warm hug, filling me with warmth and relief.
"I could never lose you" Finn said, making a smile forms on my face, "even if I tried" he continued, "there's something about you, i don't know what it is, but I am going to figure it out. But all I know now is that nothing could stop me from talking to you." I hugged him even tighter and my smile managed to grow bigger, he was so caring, and he put everyone before himself. One of the reasons why I love him.  

Authors note: this is really bad chapter and it's really short well all of mine are short, anyway, I still have no clue what I'm doing for the plot of the movie, and my friends are no help😂😂, I still don't know where I'm including everything. I have so many chapter names but no clue what to put into them. Basically I'm shit at being creative and I have no clue what the fuck i am doing😂😬. Anyway, enjoy and thank you for reading. Xxxxxxxx