BTS ONE SHOTS [CLOSED]

Secrets

Characters: Kim Taehyung/V and Joy (Red Velvet)

We all have secrets. And most of them are meant to be told. Some, just to late. I like him, I always did. But only I know about it. Maybe he might too, maybe he already knows, maybe eventually he will find out, maybe he will never know.

"Wow! You're looking Joy-ful!" V said as he rested his arm on my shoulders.

"You do know that its only funny the first time you say it" I answered giving him a smile.

"I know Joy, I just love saying it!"

We walked through the nearly empty school halls. It didn't even bother me anymore that I knew I was going to be late for class again. When Im with V, nothing bothers me, That's how I am when we're together. But Ive always had this feeling that for him we were just two really close friends. And that's exactly what we are, two best friends. Although I wish that maybe we can be something more... I dont know.

I'd rather just dismiss the idea, if it meant saving our friendship. Wouldn't everyone else do that? Isn't that the right and rational thing to do?

We promised each other to never keep secrets from one another. But maybe this secret should be kept much longer. We walked the halls as he told me about this game that he was totally obsessed with. And I nodded and smiled to show that I was interested. Even if I really wasn't. But that's one reason why I like hanging out with boys, or just him in particular. Their whole life is a game, no drama or whatever. My life is a dramatic telenovela as well as every other girl. I need V's stupidity and shallowness to keep me sane.

"Bye Joy, see you later at lunch" he said as he tapped my head.

"Bye bye" I answered.

We went to our seperate classrooms. Class hours were one of th only times that I could have alone time for myself. The other hours were spent, talking with V, eating with V, playing with V, chatting with V, texting with V, reading with V, basically just being with the boy. And that is how close we are. And that is how hard it is to keep my secret. I took out my light green notebook which red "Our Lovely Secrets" on the cover. I opened it to a page where the writings have stopped, and started scribbling my way through my blissful fantasy that I'd want for my reality. My untold secrets that are far from being history. The burning emotions I've felt but never had the courage to speak. This was the treasure inside my notebook, a disaster or miracle waiting to happen. And the lack of courage is the only thing keeping it from being opened.

"I'm starving!" V said as he pulled me away from the crowd of retreating high school students that were eager to have lunch.

"Me too!" I said as I rubbed my rumbling tummy.

"Well stop pouting ajnd be Joy-ful! Cause we're off to lunch!" he says, and I follow him as he led the way to the cafeteria.

"So, hows class?" I ask him.

"BORING!" he answers.

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We ate silently for a few minutes. Focusing on stuffing our mouths with food. He fed me, I fed him, I fed myself, he fed himself. We were sweet. We are close. We are friends. Our friendship is beautiful, but painful at the same time. So here we were, talking about life and all its perks All the ridiculous and hilarious moments. Then Jungkook came. One of V's friends. The both of us were pretty close too, but he and V spent more time togethes considering they were classmates.

"Hey hyung! Thank you for leaving me, AGAIN"

"Sorry Kookie, you know I have to pick up Joy"

"Right, you and Joy. Im getting really offended by you two" he says pointing a finger at us. "I mean, We're all friends here, but you guys have your own world" he added. " Im sad" he pouted.