Show Me How To Live Again

Chapter Five

Hidoshi's Pov

I hear him whisper something else and look straight ahead again, "Why do not wanna lose me? I know I'm not your only friend... If that's what I even am..." I look away, "That's besides the point." I clear my throat, "Do you know what's going on?" I ask. He doesn't answer. I ask again and a voice answers of someone who walked in at the right time.
"Everything is safe, they gave up. Roland..? Why are you in Hidoshi's room and leaning against the closet?" Yaki's voice echoes out.
"I was... I-" He's unable to answer and through the blinds I see his face go red. "He locked me in here..." I mumble out as he opens the closet after stepping away from it. I shut my closet and Yaki shakes her head and walks out.
I look at Roland, "Why do you not wanna lose me? You never answered..."

Roland's Pov

He asks me something, but I can't hear it.
"I got to go, I'll see you later." I murmur as I rush out of the room and off to the forest shifting halfway in the trees.

What are you doing!?
I'm going hunting!
I'm okay with that!

I catch the smell of the enemy and chase it.

Come out, come out, wherever you are...

Hidoshi's Pov

I watch as he rushes out of my room...

Is he trying to avoid me now..?

I shake my head and walk over to my bed and drop down on it. I roll over and smash my face into the pillow.

Should I just confess to him?

~Time Skip~

I walk out of my room after sulking with my face in the pillow and once I hit the bottom floor I just give up and teleport onto the couch. Few minutes later Roland walks back in, wiping blood off his hands and onto his pants. He looks up at me after so and we lock eyes...
He walks over to me after shutting the door and smile and pulls me up from the couch and hugs me tightly. He then pulls away and stares into my eyes and-

damn, I wish that really happened....

He just walks over and drops down on the couch next to me after the shutting the door behind himself. "Mission or something?" I ask him and he nods with a satisfied smile.
"I was... You didn't answer my question earlier..."
"Sorry, my mind wandered, I don't think I heard it. What is it?"
"Why do you know wanna lose me?"
Silence.
Pure silence.
Then he whispers something.
I ask him to repeat...
What he says next makes me hold my breathe...