The NUN Secret

4 Cry All Day

"H-hi" I startled greeting them

Oh~How I miss them so much but, I can't tell this to them

I can't even call them mom and dad.

Do I have a rights? The last time we sees each other,they telling me on how they hated me for being irresponsible daughter and they not happy because of what I want to be, so they cut our relationship though..

But when the days goes by.. I didn't forget them and how always loving them every time and day..

Even they don't want me to be their daughter..

I'm okay cause I still treasured them forever..

Binaling ko sa iba ang tingin ko at malungkot na nakatitig doon..

At inisip na mali itong atmosphere na ito..

Walang mangyayari samin kung patuloy na magiging tahimik kami..

Kinakabahang ibinalik ko ang tingin ko sa mga ito,at kaakibat pa ding pilit na ngiti..

"I-im sorry for disturbing you mr. and mrs. B-Brook but ms.Ailyn Brook want me to be here"

Mahina kong paliwanag sakanila..

At promise gusto kong umiyak..

Akala ko kaya ko silang harapin ngunit ni tumingin sa mga mata nila diko kayang gawin...

Napabuntong hininga ako bago nahihirapang magsalita muli..

"W-wala ho ata si ms. Ai-"

Bago paman ako matapos sa sasabihin ko..

Gulat at nanlalaki ang mga mata kong napatingin sa mga furniture na nakadisplay sa gilid...

"Omaygad!! My baby..my baby it's really you!!! My baby"

Nagulat kaming lahat ng biglang nawalan ng malay si mommy

"Mommy!"

Gulat kong tawag at alalay dito..

Bago paman kaming matumba sa sahig sila Daddy at Gerald ay agad na umalalay samin ni mommy..

Agad na binuhat ni Gerald si mommy..

Susunod nasana ako sakanya ng..

"Hey Princess"

Bulong ng taong nasa likod ko..

Nanginginig ang buong kong katawan na tumingin sa likod...

At nagsimulang tumulo ang mga luha ko..

"D-daddy"

At walang pagdadalawang isip na tumakbo papunta kay daddy at niyakap ito ng mahigpit..

"Daddy" umiiyak kong tawag sakanya..

Naramdaman kong umangat ang mga paa ko..

Senyales na niyakap ako nito pataas..

"Princess where have you been? I was so worried to you!! You even cut our connection for heavenly sake!"

Umiiyak na anya nito..

Umiiyak akong bumaba sa mga bisig nito at may luha man andoon na ang pagtataka ko sa mga mata..

"What do you mean dad? I did called you but everytime I tried you seemed to shut me out.. I did all the way just to have a touched you but, you never d-"

And a memory rewind my brain..

FLASHBACK...

"Sister Cecil do you received a call from my parents?"

Matamlay kong tanong..

Ngunit tulad ng palaging ginagawa nito tataasan lamang ako ng kilay nito at di papansinin..

At alam kuna ang sagot doon..

They never did..

"Can I call them? Please?"

Tumingin muli ito sakin bago padabog na ibinaba ang binabasang magazine at tinanong ang numero ng bahay namin...

Alam mo ang pinagtataka ko? kung bakit pag ako ang makikitawag sila yung mag pipindot ng numero,ngunit pag ang iba sila naman ang gumagawa?

Oh well I really don't need to give care, the important thing is,I need to know how's my parents situation is.

But how...

Hyst....

END OF FLASHBACK...

"I'm sorry dad" yan nalamang ang tangi kong naisagot..

I need to talk to them..

I need to talk to sister Amalia

Why they did this?

"Oh my dear Princess of course you are accepted, god!! Princess I'm so happy to see you again..I'm so happy and I'm sorry if daddy's being a bad to you"

Iyak parin nitong anya..

Agad akong umiling at napapunas sa mga luha ko, bago ko pinunasan ang mga luha nito..

"Dad your not a bad, you're just doing a father thing, right?"

"Princess you changed a lot"

Malambing na boses nito bago hinawakan ang pisngi ko..

Napapikit ako doon at hinawakan ang kamay nitong nasa pisngi ko..

"Ahm.. dad where is ate?" Tanong ko dito..

Nakita kong mas lumungkot ang mga mata nito..

"She was in her room" malungkot nitong anya..

I don't know what's going on..

But when my sister's called me last weekend,I was so excited and happy..

But when we talked, she was not a cheerful like always she used to be..

"Dad what happened?" Kinakabahan kong tanong dito..

Malungkot lang ito ngumiti bago umiling..

Nagpaalam nako kay dad na pupunta nako sa kwarto ni ate at habang ito ay tutungo naman sa kwarto ni mom..

When I'm in front of her door I knocked twice before I twisted the doorknob to open it..

"Ate?"

Dahan dahang kong binuksan ang pintuan nito at ng tuluyan kunang mabuksan ang pinto ng kwarto niya..

Agad bumagsak muli ang mga luha ko...

Luhang sinulit ata ngayong araw...

She's reading some Shakespeare stories, maybe? but that was earlier, after I entered her room..

She was smiling to me, then greets me..

"Hi, welcome back Windy"

I want to know what was happened to her..

She was really gained her weight even her cheekbones showing it so badly..

And she was so pale!

Her lips was dry too!

Her eyes has a deep and black bug under of it!!

And the most hilarious in here was...

she have no hair at all!!!