The NUN Secret

5 WISH

"Hi.. how are you?" mahinang tanong ko dito bago ito nilapitan at agad na kinuha ang kamay na nakapatong sa libro..

"I'm fine.. I think so" mahina nyang sagot...

At tawa ng mahina..

"Hhmm..so? What was my ates want from her little honey?" Tanong ko dito..

Nakita ko ang paglalambing sa mga mata nito at pagsusumamo..

"Before that, can I tell story?"

Tanong nito..

Bahagya akong tumango bago ngumiti..

"You know I have a long relationship right?"

I nod..

"Last 2 years I was proposed to him, hahah I know that was a lunatics but, I love him, I love him so much..he was against first but after he say 'yes' I told dad about our wedding but, dad against of it while mom was happy for me"

Gusto kong magulat dahil nung mga taon diko ito nakikita may ganito napalang kaganapan ang nangyayari..

"But you didn't tell me?" I said..

She's just kept that small smiled on her lips and it was giving me a disappointed feelings...

She didn't tell me this,

after all this years?

She's kept this with my parents..

And I thought she was gone!?

Maybe I'm really not that important..

Nakita ko ang pag iling nito bago mahinang pinisil ang mga kamay kong hawak nito..

"Of course you are important honey, you are the reasons why I need to worked this out, I was planning to tell this to you after I convinced dad, which is I did but, that was the time you disappeared too"

I stunned on my own chair and waiting for her next story..

"The marriage was on hold because I want you to be there so dad's too"

I keep my tears to fall out..

I need to hold this..

"Of course with the helped of Damon and his man in black,"she chuckled) Damon ordered his man to searched wherever you are, they did successfully finding you.. it was really a surprise na nasa kombento ka but, when I ask one of the sisters in there"

"You don't want or letting them to ask you again to see me or our parents, you don't want to see us forever"

Malungkot na boses nito..

Nanlalaki ang mga mata kong napatingin sakanya..

This is hilarious! I've never said that!

And no one sisters came to me and asking me about this!

"A-ate I've never do that"

Mahina kong bulong..

Nakita ko ang maliit na ngiti nito..

"Yeah~ I was so dumb to believed it, but what should I do? She was a nun, so she doesn't have a reasons for lying to me right? So we did the marriage without you.. and you know what was the most dumbness I did? That was for lying to our parents that I didn't see you cause I don't want them to be hurt by you I'm sorry honey"

Iyak nyang anya na agad kong inilingan..

Mabilis kong pinunasan ang mga luhang pumapatak sa pisngi nito..

"Ate I'm the one who leaves you.. and now I know what was really happened I'm sorry too"

Malungkot kong hingi ng tawad..

At tulad ng kanina nya pang ginagawa ang pag ngiti nito ng tipid..

"All this years I did everything to hides the truth and now here I am, facing the consequence because of my behaviour"

No ate please stop crying...

I want to tell her that but, for some reasons I need to let her tears to burst out..

Because I feel her tears was sucked by the root of her eyes in the long time.

" yeah~ we were so happy dreaming,laughing and loving all the time,days and years or maybe one sided but i did feel happy all this years but, of course something bad was the most tragic in our life haha,"

Pagak nyang tawa..

And then suddenly she was just staring in one particular things..

Which is I don't know..

"I break him into pieces.. I need to leaves him before it's too late.. I annul him and saying I was too tired to be with him which is not true, oh.. if he's knew I am so pleased to be with him forever!how I was supposed to be tired? if all I know keep him in my life forever! but, I don't think it was right? Kung maaga kulang pinagamot ang sakit ko siguro di mauuwi sa ganito ang lahat?,and maybe we will be happy till our oldest age"

She heave deep sighs before he blink her eyes twice...

"I have an cancer honey.. I have a stage 4 cancer tumor in my brain and I don't have a time to live"

I burst out of cry, again ..

I can't help it anymore..

I really can't...

Why in a gazillions peoples, why is my ate to be have this kind of situations!?

She was so good and loving ate for me ..

She deserves a happy life more than anyone!

Why? Why is she?

I bend my head into her shoulders and quietly crying..

"Honey I know this is a selfish wish but, you know I want to give him a child, even though we're not in each other right?"

Hindi ko ito sinagot at nag antay pa sa susunod na sasabihin nito...

"We want a big family but, I can't give him a Childs because I have a problem too in my mattress, I can't make my own baby so I feel useless to him, so I decided to leave him for good"

Umiiyak nya paring anya..

"But I want to have them before I die I want to see my daughters"

Umiiyak nyang pakiusap..

Agad akong tumango dito..

If baby lang need nya..

We have an orphanage for kids who's ready to be adopted.

I think that was a go-

"And I want you to make them, I mean you are the one who is giving them a life"

Aniya nito..

Kaya napanganga ang bibig ko sa sobrang gulat.....

What she was mean by that!!!??

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