Love? In This Chaos!?

Chapter 37

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"Words in double quotes" - Talking

'Words in single quotes' - Thoughts

Chapter 37 - No More Lies

Sanskar was lost in his own world of misery. Not even the world's biggest guitar would be enough to make him smile.

Today, in his songs, he had expressed his love for Ragini.

That was the only way.

Sanskar knew he would never do it in reality. He didn't want any harm to come to her because of him. That's why he has decided not to confess his love and stay away.

And the second reason was his twin. Ansh loved her and Sanskar would gladly play the role of best man in their wedding.

Besides, he knew his brother could keep her happy and give her enough love. Maybe...maybe even more than himself.

And he? He knows now that what he feels for Ragini is true love. He believed won't be able to look at another with the same feelings.

But life would have to go on. And so, he  would try to live his life. 'At least I would have the consolation that at least I managed to keep my brother and my love safe. Doesn't mean it would lessen the pain in this heart though.'

Sanskar sighed and closed his eyes.

He tried to remember Ragini's face in his mind. Her smile, her angry frown, the scrunching of her eyebrows when she was irritated and her shout of 'Sanskar!'. He loved how she spelt his name from her mouth.

"Sanskar!"

'Yes. Just like that. She says it so beautifully. Its so enchanting that I'm being able to imagine it exactly as she says it. I wish she was with me right now.' Sanskar thought with a sad smile.

"Sanskar! Damnit stop!"

Sanskar paused his steps and opened his eyes in confusion. 'She isn't supposed to call out like that. I was imagining her calling out nicely to me. Why would I imagine her cussing at me?'

"Sanskar! Sanskarrr!"

At once, he turned around. To his surprise, he saw Ragini running towards him. "Wow! I was just thinking of her voice and here she is. I guess some wishes do come true."

Ragini stopped once she reached him. "Stop! *huff* Finally got you! *huff* I've been searching *huff* all over for *huff* YOU!" She could barely talk between her panting and huffing.

Sanskar watched with a raised eyebrow as she tried to gain back her breath from all the running.

"Relax. I'm not going anywhere. Why were you searching for me anyway?"

Ragini straightened up and looked into his eyes. "I want to know what's wrong with you. You left abruptly from the College and you even seemed depressed. Why?"

Sanskar clearer his throat and looked away. Ragini noticed. And she's doubting me now.' He tried to think of an excuse. "Its nothing like that. I left because I didn't want to watch the rest of the boring performances. And as for the depression thing... it's
just me being tired from worrying over the chip. You know how much of a headache it can be." he joked.

However, Ragini wasn't convinved. "Don't even try to lie to me. I know there is some other reason for your behaviour. Tell me please. I want to help."