But I Love him..

Ch. 7

Leigha's P.O.V

It's seven in the morning and guess who just strolled in with IHOP, looks like she did convince him to stay the whole night. I was in the kitchen eating a bagel and drinking a smoothie.

"Good morning baby I brought you some food." He says as he tries to kiss my lips but I turned my face so he only got my cheek.

"Damn it's like that, Daddy can't get no love?"

"Oh you can get all the love you want if you just take your ass back where you came from and keep your food." I said not even moving my eyes from the magazine I was reading. He probably brought me some shit after he ate out with her, dog ass nigga.

"Man I wasn't with nobody, I fell asleep at the trap last night I was too tired to come home." He says irratabbly.

"I don't even care anymore X spend as much time as you'd like with your other family, hell you can even live there with them I don't give a fuck."

"Watch how the fuck you talking to me before I slap the shit out of you, ya face ain't pregnant hoe." He says between clinched teeth.

I just got up and started walking towards the door, I wanted to go for a walk. He

me roughly by my arm as I passed him.

"Yo I think you then forgot who the fuck I am! I'm finna have to remind ya ass just who the fuck you disrespecting! Bitch go upstairs and start my shower and iron my clothes, I dare you to do something different." He gripped me tighter before releasing me.

I ran upstairs and started to do as I was told and mumbled, "bitch ass nigga" under my breath. I hate this nigga man, I swear I'm going to leave him as soon as I figure out a plan. He can't do this shit to me anymore! I hate myself, I'm so stupid. How did I let it get like this? My mind was racing as I pulled the ironing board off the hooks that were placed on the wall in our huge walk-in closet.

I felt a pair of hands on my ass and I jumped at the contact. Why is he touching me?

"Baby I'm sorry you don't have to do that shit, I snapped." He tells me gently as I started walking out of the closet.

"I got it." I say awkwardly trying to find my voice through the tears that were threatening to fall. He grabs me by my waist and pulls me back closer to him and I drop the ironing board. I brokedown crying, something I wasn't expecting to do.

"Baby I'm sorry don't cry, please I'm so sorry." He whispered in my ear as he kissed my neck.

"Stop X  please just let me leave I don't wanna do this anymore." I say through the tears.

"You don't wanna do that, let Daddy make it up to you."

"You love her Xavi, how could you love her? I'm not enough for you? How could you be in love with someone else? "

"Baby I promise I don't love her, I just tell her what she wants to hear so I can be in my child's life."

"Yes you do, I bet you don't abuse her! I love you so much how could you love someone else? I feel so worthless. "

"Baby you are my life, I love you more than anything in this world. Let me show you my love baby,  let Daddy eat that pussy and make it cum " He says as he drops to his knees and unzips my pants.

I know I shouldn't let him in, I know I shouldn't give in to his temptation bug I love him...