Lovely

Chapter 5: " I trusted you"

Mickey got to Ian's house. He went up the steps and knocked. His house was small but big the same time, it was a light blue color . "Hey you ", Ian said while smiling. "Hey", Mickey said walking in the house.

His house was a little messy, messier than mickeys house. "Wanna go upstairs?", Ian asked while winking. "Race yah", Mickey said while pushing Ian towards the wall. Ian just laughed and ran up the stairs.

They got into Ian's room. Lip, Carl, and Liam shared a room, so Ian has his own room. That made Mickey wonder, why does he have his own room.

"What's wrong?", Ian asked since Mickey was just standing at the door.
"Nothing. Where's your bathroom?" Mickey asked while rubbing his head.
"Down there where the caution tape is around the door", Ian said while laughing.
"Jesus", mick said while laughing.

Mickey got to the bathroom and started pacing around the room. Tell him, he needs to know. Mickey looked up at the mirror and saw a note it read: DON'T FORGET YOUR MEDS- Fi

"Huh?", he said while looking in the cabinet.
"Lithium?", he said while looking at he prescription.

"You okay mick?", Ian asked while knocking on the door. "Yeah", he said.

Mickey left the bathroom and headed down to Ian's room. When he walked in Ian had no shirt on, "wow" Mickey said. Ian just turned to give him a shy smile. "I don't know how to do this", Ian said looking at Mickey. Micky gave out a sigh. "We gotta talk man", he said while sitting by Ian. "I don't feel like talking", Ian said while laughing.

"Ian", Mickey said. Ian got up and pulled his shirt off and then his pants. He was just in his boxers. Ian went up to Mickey and helped him pull his shirt off and pants. He was kissing him everywhere.

"Ian I uhh..." Mickey said but was cut off from Ian grabbing his dick and stroking it. Mickey pushed him on the bed and got on top of him. Ian was stroking his dick. Mickey helped Ian pull his boxers off and Ian did the same. Now they where both completely naked. Ian reached over to his drawer and took some lube and a condom out.

"Here", Ian said while handing him the condom.
"Ian I uh", Mickey said still trying to tell him the truth.
"I don't wanna top my first time, I wanna feel all of you", Ian said while kissing him.
Mickey gave him a kiss and rolled the condom on.
Ian was laughing. He loved Ian's laugh. He loved everything about Ian "Alright give me the lube", Mickey said. Ian handed him the lube. Mickey put some in his fingers.

"I gotta prep you or this gonna hurt like a mother fucker ", Mickey said to Ian.
"Do whatever, I trust you", Ian said.
Mickey smiled, trust he thought. Mickey put one finger in Ian. Ian jerked his body up and gave a small moan. Second finger, Ian almost lost it. He clenched to Mickeys body. The last finger Ian gave a loud moan.

"You okay?", Mickey asked
"Just get in me Mickey", Ian said while going in for a kiss.
Mickey slid right in Ian. Ian and Mickey both gave out a moan. "Go slow", Ian said while Mickey was thrusting into him.

Mickey was going real slow making sure Ian was comfortable. Ian was raising his body up. They where fucking face to face. Ian wrapped his hands around Mickeys new and told him to go faster. Mickey was thrusting harder and faster. Ian was moaning loud while Mickey was fucking him. Mickey couldn't stop thinking about Joey, what that fucker did. He couldn't fuck Ian with this on his mind

"Why did you stop", Ian said surprised. Mickey was quite for a minute, trying to catch his breath.
"I fucked up man", Mickey said while pulling out.
He could tell Ian was upset, he needed Ian to hear this.

" I fucked someone", Mickey said.
"Wha-what?", Ian asked.
"Like a few hours ago, I mean I didn't cum but yeah", Mickey said looking at his fingers.
Ian got up and pulled his boxers on and sat on the bed.
"You fucked him or he fucked you?", Ian asked .
"He did", Mickey said while putting his boxers back on.
Ian felt heart broken. He knew Mickey topped so if he bottomed for another guy that means they really cared about each other. They trusted each other. Ian could feel his anger build up.
"Get out", Ian said quietly.
"What?", Mickey said.
"Get the fuck out Mickey, get out!", Ian yelled.
"Ian calm down I didn't cum I pushed him off and told him to leave", Mickey pleaded.
"You could have stopped him. You could have done something. He fucked you and you took it. I don't give a shit if you didn't cum. I-I fucking trusted you", Ian said on the verge of tears.
"Ian, I am so sorry please don't", he said while reaching for his arm. Ian pushed his arm away and stood up and started rubbing his head. "You took my virginity, after you just got fucked. Do you realize how fucked up that is ".

Mickey felt like an ass. He tried touching Ian again but Ian pushed him out the door and started hitting his chest. Mickey took it and was about to cry too.

"Just go", Ian said while hitting him one more time.
"Ian", Mickey said.
"Fucking leave Mickey", Ian said as he slammed the door.

"FUCKKKKKKK", Mickey yelled when the door closed. He began to cry. He sat on the porch when he say a dirty old man walking to the gate.

"Who's home, you one of Fiona's?", Frank asked
"What?", Mickey asked.
Frank moved passed Mickey and went inside. Mickey was walking away when he heard a yell from the Gallagher's house. "Shit", he said and ran back up the stairs.