Lovely

"What him?"

  "Fuck,fuck,fuck!" Ian yelled. "Ian come back, let's talk about this!" Mickey yelled while chasing after Ian. Ian stopped walking in the alley he was in. He pulled out his phone and began dialing. "Come on, pick up" Ian said while sniffing.
    "Sup?" Sam said in a sleepy tone. "Hey sorry for waking you." Ian said while giving a small laugh. "What's up Ian?" Sam said while yawning. Ian looked around, looking for Mickey. Ian began to cry, "I need you to pick me up Sam."
"Ian what's wrong?" Sam asked, "Please Sam" Ian practically begged. "Yeah man, I'm leaving right now, send me your location." With that Sam hung up. Ian let out a shaky breath and then took a deep breath. He sent the location and looked at the time. 11:09pm. "Shit" Ian said while shaking his head.
   "Ian?" Mickey said while coming out of the alley. Ian quickly turned around covering his tear stained face. "Leave me alone, Mickey" Ian said in a sad tone. "Ian, I didn't mean it, alright just everything came at me all at once, okay, I'm sorry." Mickey said while standing behind him.
   Ian took a deep breath and turned around to face Mickey. "I can't." Ian said with a shaky tone. He bit his lip and wiped the tear coming down his face. "I can't do this anymore Mickey." Ian said while a little laugh. "Can't do what?" Mickey asked while stepping closer to him. Ian stepped back, "This, me you, I just can't Mickey." Ian said looking down. "You said everything I hoped you wouldn't see, you said everything that you should be seeing." Ian said while looking into Mickeys eyes. "Ian I didn't mean it, I love you." Mickey said now tearing up himself.
   "Mickey, we can't keep going on like this, we can't be together anymore ." Mickey made a face and walked closer. "Stay right there" Ian said while holding his arm out. Just then Sam pulled up and got out of the car. "Ian!" Sam called out. Ian turned and wiped his eyes. "What him? You don't want to be with me, but him?" Mickey yelled in Ian's face. "Mickey stop" Sam yelled while running towards them. Sam stepped in between the both of them. "Are you fucking serious, it is him?" Mickey yelled looking at Ian and then back at Sam.
   "What are you taking about Mickey?" Sam said while blocking Ian. "Ian is my bestfriend, I would never get in the middle of you two, Jesus Mickey." Sam said. "Come on Sam, lets just go." Ian said while pulling Sams hoodie. "Fuck that Ian, what the hell is your deal Mickey?" Sam spat towards Mickey. "The fuck you say to me?" Mickey asked and then pushed Sam. "Hey cut it out!" Ian yelled while getting in the middle of the two boys. "Sam stop!" Ian yelled. Mickey aimed to hit Sam but he missed and ended up hitting Ian across the face. Ian fell to the ground and held his jaw. "Shit, Ian." Sam said while kneeling beside him. "I'm fine, I'm alright." Ian said while getting up. "I'm done with the two of you fighting guys!" Ian yelled. Ian grabbed his head and pulled his hair, "FUCKK!" He yelled. "I'm done with you!" Ian yelled while throwing a finger into Mickeys face. "I'm done, I'm done with both of you!" Ian yelled and walked away from the two boys. "Ian, wait!" Sam yelled.
"Ian!" Mickey yelled but Ian ignored both of them. Sam sighed and looked at Mickey. "This." Sam laughed, "This is all on you." Sam said and walked back to his car. Mickey just stood there in the alley. What was he supposed to do? He messed up. What the hell was he thinking? How could have he been so stupid, yelling at Ian. His Ian, the only person he's loved.
Ian walked down the street. He needed to go home. Home. What the hell was that without Mickey? He grabbed his headphones and plugged them into his phone. He put the phone on shuffle and began to cry. "Keeping secrets safe, Every move we make, Seems like no one's letting go, And it's such a shame, 'Cause if you feel the same, How am I supposed to know." Ian sniffled. He doesn't know how long he replayed the song. He realized he made it all the way home. 11:46 pm, the clock said on his phone. He unplugged his headphones on opened the gate to his house. "Ian?" A voice called out. "Mickey?" Ian asked. Ian looked up and his face fell, Sam. "Hey man, wanted to make sure you got home alright." Sam said giving a small smile. Ian smiled and nodded. "Alright man, goodnight." Sam said and slowly started walking away. Ian nodded and walked up his steps. "Ian?" Sam yelled. Ian turned around and looked at Sam. "I'm sorry." Sam said and got into his car. Ian unlocked the door and stepped inside taking his coat off. He took his shoes off and walked into the living room. He looked up the stairs and smiled. "Fuck that." He said and threw himself on the couch.
Mickey still could believe he lost him. His Ian. He stood at the gate and took a deep breath. He doesn't even remember getting here. He opened the gate and walked up the steps. He though of knocking on the door, but he remembered this was his home too. He wanted to walk in but he just stood there at the door. The door crept open and he let out a shaky breath. How long was he standing there? He looked up and blue eyes meet with another pair of blue eyes. "The fuck Mickey?" Mandy said while rubbing her eyes. "Mandy I, I Uh..." Mickey stuttered and fell to the floor. Mandy squatted by him and held him. Mickey began sobbing into her shoulder. "It's alright Mickey, everything's gonna be okay." Mandy whispered while holding him and rubbing his back. "Your gonna be okay."