THE UNWANTED DOCTOR

21:- Love or Hate?

Krisha's POV

I knew that this was going to happen. He hates me so much that it hurts. I love him. I still love him but he doesn't want me back in his life. I should have given him a chance to explain but I didn't.

He has a valid reason to hate me. Just due to my insecurities, I have destroyed 10 years of our lives.

"I hate him." Ayesha said entering in my cabin.

"When did you come back? Why didn't you tell me?" I said running to her and giving her a tight hug. I have missed her so much. She went California for further studies and now she is one of the best professors in California University.

"Yeah right! I have some important stuffs to discuss with you too." She said glaring at me.

'Oh oh! Someone is in danger.'

Byeee! Byee! Beautiful world. Please put some cakes and pastries in my coffin. I would appreciate that gesture of yours and would always be grateful.

"Hihi! Sorry." I said scratching my neck sheepishly.

"You got back your lover boy and didn't even tell me. I would never get to know if only I didn't come here to surprise you."

'And the "World's worst Best friend award goes to my bestfriend" is going to be her next line. Just thank me later'

"You are the worst bestfriend ever. That title suits you perfectly. Hey! everyone, I am here today to present the 'World's worst bestfriend' title to this young lady standing in front of me. Give her a big round of slaps and shoes please."

'And here I am feeling so overwhelmed by presenting the title of "Now More dramatic than ever" to Ayesha.'

That was so mean.

'You should say it aloud.'

Why?

'Are you really this dumb or you have hit your head today?'

"That was so mean." I said aloud just as my brain said.

"Yeah right! So tell me about him. How is he doing? Tell me each and every detail. When is the marriage going to be held?" She said asking silly questions.

'That's Ayesha for you. Free feast didn't start yet and beggars are already there. Huh! When is the marriage.' My mind said mocking her. To which I laughed internally.

I told her everything from the starting. And she had an apologetic smile at the end.

"I am sorry. But I have something to tell you. Something that I have not told you cause Aarav asked me not to." Ayesha said making me confuse.

"What is it?"

"Aarav didn't kiss her that day. It was all a misunderstanding. He went looking for you when someone told him where you were. He went there but there was not a single person. That was when April came towards him and suddenly kissed taking him off guarded. That was when, someone took their photos. It was all pre-planned. He came back but your parents told him that you went back home. He wanted to tell you but you just didn't listen." Ayesha told me and I froze.

I couldn't concentrate further on what she was saying. All these years, he has suffered because of my trust issues. It was my fault that I couldn't trust him. I was not strong enough to fight for our love.

"Why didn't you tell me sooner?" I asked finally after finding my voice.

"He wanted to tell you himself. It was not my part to tell."

"I am so stupid. How could I do this to him, to us? He will not forgive me ever. That's why he hates me so much." I started crying.

It was only when his buzzer started ringing. I stood up abruptly but my legs seemed to be frozen. I couldn't find the courage to see him.

"Just go. He loves you. Believe me." Ayesha said pushing me towards his room.

I went to his room and saw him sitting on the bed and looking outside the window. He seemed to be in deep thoughts. So I started to leave, giving him sometime.

'Or giving yourself sometime?'

"You can't wait right? You just leave everytime, escaping the problems and situations. Why don't you face them? Why didn't you fight? Why did you leave me without giving me any reason or telling me anything? You were not alone in that relationship. You could not take any decision regarding us and our relationship alone. I hate you for what you did." He said.

"I am sorry." I whispered.

He looked in my direction and that was when I saw tears in his eyes and cheeks too.

"I waited all these years for you,
to tell you that I didn't cheat on you, to tell you that I love you,
to hold you tight and never let you go, to laugh and cry with you,
to ask you to marry me and have a fairytale ending as you have always liked,
to celebrate the success of my business with you,
to take you on an official date with my first payment,
to scold you whenever you do something wrong,
to provide you a shoulder to cry on,
to pamper you always,
to fulfill your each and every wish,
to give you chocolates and ice-creams whenever you are on your periods,
to tolerate your mood swings but you just didn't give me a chance." He said still crying.

'Did he just said that he loves you?'

I went near him, took his face in my hands and kissed him hard.
He froze at first but eventually started kissing me harder and more passionately. Our kiss was full of longing, care, love, and passion.

It was as if we were trying to forget all those dreadful years, when we were not together. But as they always say- "True love always finds a way."

I pulled back and wiped his tears.

"I am so sorry. I love you, I still love you. I don't know how to compensate for all those beautiful years that we have lost just due to my misunderstanding. I don't deserve your forgiveness too and I will leave too if you will ask me to because I know that you cannot forgive me for what I have done." I said.

"I will forgive you but only if......." Aarav said.

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