give a little

october 14 & october 31

arias POV:

that night the boys went to the afterparty, harry said he didnt want to go but i said to for a little bit. i didnt go because i had been feeling funky mid show. harry called me.

"babe?"

"aria i dont wanna be here"

"then come home"

"will you come get me"

"i cant harry somethings wrong, my stomachs hurting and i feel weird. i think i should go to the doctor."

"ok baby ill be home in 10, niall will bring me back"

"okay"

i hung up and slowly got up and put my coat on and waited for harry and niall to get here. i stepped outside and sat on the swinging bench and waited. i saw the cad approached and i slowly stood up. harry and niall both rushed out to help me into the car. harry sat in the back with me while niall sped to the hospital.

"baby whats it feel like?"

"it feels wrong something isnt right"

i panicked. we got to the hospital and i was put in a blank room right away. i changed into a Johnny and laid on the bed. the doctor came in.

"aria whats going on?"

"around 9 my stomach started to feel sick, i figured harry had gotten me sick sense hes had the flu, but then about a half hour ago my stomach started to feel wrong."

"and your 3 months along?"

"thats right"

"okay let me check for the baby"

i began to get upset.

"okay i see them, now let me check for the heartbeat"

she checked for awhile. then she stopped and started writing something.

"aria im very sorry but, the baby has died in your stomach. ill give you two a moment"

she got up and left the room. i heard niall talking to her.

"baby i-"

i sobbed into his arms. all i could feel is that its my fault and i couldve done something better.

harry banged the wall in frustration and wiped his face.

i just couldnt stop crying, even when i was going into surgery i was crying. i think niall was crying a little bit too.

i woke up from my surgery in the room i had gotten the news in. the doctor walked in and smiled weakly at me.

"aria i looked it over and it wasnt your fault, the baby was growing improperly and i think there wasnt enough eggs so their heart was weak and couldnt make it. im very sorry"

she hugged me and then harry. niall walked in when she left.

"hey your awake"

he jogged over and hugged me.

"im really sorry guys"

i smiled and felt a tear slip down my face.

"when can we go home"

"now but we need to get you in a wheelchair to leave and you have to rest for tonight and until 11 tomorrow morning."

harry said. his eyes were puffy. niall grabbed a wheelchair and harry helped me in it. he wheeled me into nialls car and drove me and harry home. harry wheeled me in and i thanked niall for everything. i broke down. harry hugged me tight.

"its not your fault love. maybe this happened for a reason, maybe we werent supposed to have a kid yet. maybe its for the better."

i nodded and kissed him.

"baby your gonna get sick"

"i dont care"

i kissed him roughly again and again. he tucked me in and i fell asleep.

october 31

its halloween. and even though im upset about the baby, im not so bad right now. maybe harry was right, maybe we shouldnt be having one right now. i got up and walked downstairs. all of the boys knew and theyve come to visit me and harry and see how we were. harry and i were both okay, taking the miscarriage well. today harry and i were going to nialls halloween party tonight.

"you dont have to go tonight guys"

"niall i swear were okay"

"you sure?"

"positive mate, dont worry about it"

today im going as a cop, and harry is my criminal. a little cliché but hey, were a power couple. it started at 7 but i told niall id go at 4:30 to help him get ready for it. he said he needed to tell me and harry something to.

"you sure you okay about everything"

harry said as he put his hands on my waist and his forehead on mine

"im okay harry trust me, everythings fine"

"okay well tell me if anything"

harry had gotten a lot better, he had a small cold but his flu was gone. i for some reason never got it. i packed my costume and makeup and stuff in my bag. i put on jeans and a nike work out shirt. i grabbed sneakers and harry then walked out the house and into my car. harry held my hand while i drived to nialls.

"are you okay about everything harry?"

i looked at him before getting out of the car.

"yeah im alright. i just feel like part of it is my fault"

"its not. the doctors should have noticed there abnormal growing and then we couldve done something"

"we could always try again"

he looked at me and i raised my eyebrows.

"unless you dont want to"

"i do but i dont know if its the right time. if i dont go back to work soon ill get fired. lets let things cool down with the press first okay?"

he nodded

"im not in a rush, whatever works for you"

he kissed me and we walked up to nialls. i knocked and niall said come in groggily. we opened the door and walked in. niall was there sipping coffee and rubbing his eyes.

"busy night?"

he nodded his head yes and i laughed.

"you look stressed"

i said and sat down

"i am so friggen much"

"why?"

"this may be the worst possible timing but"

"just say it"

"i think i got megan pregnant"

"wait what?! niall!"