give a little

march 20

arias POV;
"i hope its a boy"
louis said
"i want a girl"
he rolled his eyes
"boys are better"
"no there not"
"whatever you say"
i smiled and he went to the bathroom. harry strolled out of bed around 7:45. my hair was already curling up because of the heat. i put on some maroon shorts and a white loose fitted tank top, some mascara and eyeshadow. i pulled parts of my hair back so it was out of my face. the boys had a few interviews today and i was in some of them. most of them probably wanted to ask about the baby, what its like being with the boys, and how i handle modeling and everything. i still model its just things with the baby have been crazy ive had to stop for the time being but my boss was very laid back about it, she was like my second mom. i put on my cross bracelet and kissed it like i did every morning, i prayed and then always sent my dad messages hoping hed get them.
"i know youve always wanted to be a grandfather dad... i know you will be one even if you cant hold them in your arms. they'll love you. just as much as i do. and i know when me and harry get married that i dont need harrys dad to bring me down the aisle because you'll be there. right dad?!"
i said breaking down. i sat back on the bed and let a few tears slide down my face before harry rushed in.
"its okay love, we all miss him"
he wiped my tears and he held me tight.
"baby we can go to someone about this to help you get through it?"
i shook my head no.
"are you sure?"
i recollected myself.
"im sure. its just hard not having your dad beside you. thats like anne not being with you"
i started to get upset again.
"its just mood swings too making it harder on you."
my baby bump was pretty noticeable but not big. harry held it and kissed my temple then my lips. i walked out to see all the boys up but not really moving. niall gave me a concerned look because my eyes were probably blood shot. i didnt say anything and walked into the lounge area to get some alone time. i was exhausted already. niall walked in the room.
"whats wrong?"
"nothing i just miss my dad thats all"
"awe aria im sorry. he'll always be in your heart"
"i know but sometimes its tough"
"i understand but were always here for you"
i smiled and he got up and left me alone. i called my mom as usual and she seemed really happy.
"so peter and elizabeth have been getting better"
"thats awesome!"
"and ive been feeling better about dad"
"mom thats great, ive been shaky. i had a weak moment this morning"
"aw baby i know its tough. i miss you"
"i miss you too"
"hows the baby doing?"
"pretty good, we know the gender next week!"
"thats amazing. call me as soon as you know okay?"
"okay mom i will, i got to go i love you goodbye"
"love you too"
i hung up and went into the main part of the bus where everyone was.
i sat on the couch and watched whatever niall was watching. i was in the mood for waffles this morning. i groaned and got up to look in the freezer. we didnt have any.
"what do you want love?"
liam said as he walked over.
"waffles"
"oo just fresh out. you can thank louis for that one"
i spun around and looked at louis and gave him a blank face.
"sorry"
"its fine ill just make them"
i started to make some waffles when everyone asked for them so harry stepped in and made them. i hugged him from behind the whole time because he really did have my back during this whole pregnancy. always helping me out and doing things for me.
"here you go babe"
he handed me two chocolate chip waffles.
"yay thank you!"
i kissed him and sat down at the table and ate. i was already really cranky. i dont know how these boys put up with me. they know not to mess with any pregnant woman, but never mess with a pregnant aria because that will be the death of you. you scare me, prank me, wake me, you'll most likely be done for or never be able to talk to me for three hours. the boys and i do have a very close relationship though.
"aria your hair is so curly"
lou said to me
"yeah i know its always curly when its hot, so it'll be really curly today"
"i see, you still look really pretty"
"thank you"
"she always looks perfect"
harry said as he sat down next to me.

once everyone was ready we were off into the city. we had to meet at a certain building that wasnt far away from us so we decided to walk there. hopefully we didnt get mobbed. we did anyways. harry held me close to make sure the baby and i were safe. he said if i ever lost him go to one of the boys. a girl had dragged harry away from me so i looked around and found louis.
"whats wrong?"
"i lost harry and he said if i ever did to find one of you guys"
he hugged me tight knowing i was scared.
"its alright love lets keep going"
he guided me to the building and once we got in there harry rushed up to me.
"im sorry love a girl tugged me then i had to keep going"
"its fine i was just scared."
he hugged me tight before the interviewers walked in. there was one there that i recognized. an old friend.