give a little

Chapter 36

Arias POV:
Someone had walked up to me, that someone was kendall jenner. Harry shifted in his seat and tried to ignore her. Things were still awkward after there breakup.
"Aria were short a presenter, would you mind?"
"Oh no, sure."
"Okay well it's after this performance. come with me."
Harry kissed my cheek goodbye and we rushed backstage. I had the best female artist. Once taylor swift was over i walked out on stage. I heard loud cheers from where the boys were sitting and i smiled.
"I believe that girls can dominate over guys any day in anything they do."
all of the ladies screamed.
"So let's take a look at our best female artist nominees."
The projector went off and the nominees were Taylor Swift, Katy Perry, and Iggy Azalea. I opened the phone.
"And your winner is, Taylor Swift!"
Great. Me and Taylor had some disagreements. Mostly because she tried getting harry to break up with me so this was gonna be pretty awkward. She walked up and thanked me and took her award. I stepped back as she said her speech. We walked off but neither of us had said anything to one another, when we got backstage she scurried off. I walked back near the bathrooms to check my makeup. The boys were on soon. I accidentally went into the wrong room but it happened to be the boys dressing room. They jumped at first but then realized it was me.
"Hey you did great babe."
Harry said then came up and kissed my cheek.
"Thanks, it was pretty awkward though."
He nodded. All the other boys had me check there outfits.
"Okay you guys are good im going back into the audience. I quickly texted me and Harrys good friend Jess who was watching the baby.
"How is she?"
"Good, she's playing on her matt right now watching me eat. i fed her already."
"Thanks for doing this jess"
"No problem. now go have fun and stop worrying!"
"Okay :)"
Then the presenter who introduces one direction came out.
"This boy band has captured a lot of girls hearts, including my daughters'. Here is One Direction performing there newest single, Night Changes!"
The boys walked out and the music started. I felt my hands start to shake. Everyone stood up. The boys looked so nervous and they all glanced over to me and I nodded at all of them.

During the performance Harry looked in pain. He's probably having chest pains again, he didn't stop performing and he still sang as he always did, but his face sometimes looked like it was in pain. Once it was done the crowd went wild. The boys said there thanks and walked off. I sat back down and texted my mom.
"Did you see harry?"
"Yeah what's up with that?"
"I think he was having chest pains. I'll figure it out."
"Okay have fun (: ❤️"
They boys walked back to there seats and i hugged them all individually. When harry sat back down i whispered in his ear.
"What's wrong?"
"Chest pains again."
I felt chills run through my body when he whispered that back.
"Did you just get the chills?"
He said and laughed.
"That's what happens when I hear your voice sometimes."
I playfully pushed him for teasing me. Then he kissed me. I noticed the people next to us left which I thought was weird. I grabbed for Harrys hand and leaned on his shoulder.

(The end of the night)
Harry and I didn't go to the after party because I wanted the baby, and harry wanted to too. i told him he could've gone but he said no. Once we got back to the hotel I thanked jess and saw the baby was peacefully sleeping.
"I really miss Lola."
I said and sat on the bed.
"Me too, but we'll be going home tomorrow."
"That's true"
I said while laying down on the bed. Harry laid next to me.
"What will i do about my chest?"
"Want to see a doctor?"
"I may have to."
"When we get home?"
I said and faced him.
"Yeah. I gotta make sure nothing's seriously wrong."
"Im sure it's not. Will you unzip this?"
He nodded and I got up and he unzipped my dress. i stepped out of it and changed into one of Harry's shirts and a pair of my running shorts. i put my hair up in a bun and took all my makeup off.
"My boss wants me to start working again."
"Are you gonna?"
"Maybe when she's 5 months and we can find a good babysitter."
"My mom and your mom both love her and our moms are like best friends now. Theyd do it."
"Yeah i guess. But that means I can't tour with you guys anymore because I'd have to work."
"Crap."
"Maybe i shouldn't keep modeling."
"What?"
He said and choked on toothpaste.
"I love it harry but we have a family now, my job and your job combined is too crazy to raise a family with. Now don't get me wrong I do not want you to quit your job. Please don't be mad."
He rinsed the toothpaste.
"Baby I would never get mad at you, if that's what you want to do then do it, I think it may be crazy but I do think it's possible because your only working about 3 hours a day for photo shoots."
"Yeah I guess. I wish she was like 5 already so I don't feel so awful leaving a baby."
"Yeah but I don't want her to be five yet."
Harry said and laughed.
"I don't want to not model, but I want to be a mom too."
"Maybe you could talk to your boss about it?"
"Thats a good idea. Just remember my decision has nothing to do with your job okay?"
"Yeah i know"
He said and kissed me. We turned the tv on low and watched tv. I was going through my pictures and saw the first picture me and harry ever took. I checked my instagram and saw i only posted the one of us smiling. That was at the VMAS i think when i hosted it. Wow look at how much weve done, had a baby, moved in, got a promise ring, and have a dog. Most importantly he's my number one best friend and my boyfriend. And im in love with him. I decided I'd post the other one of us just smiling.
"This was probably over a year and you do not understand how happy you've made me, and how fat you've made me, and how angry I've been at you before for pranking me or waking me up during my naps, but i still love you very much harold 💜"