It's easier to push you away
I'm sorry, friends,
But I don't want you to see
The person I've become
I have walked myself into a darkness
I cannot bring you into
I cannot drag out your light
I cannot hold your hand through this
This place is too cold for you
And I'm too deep in to be saved
Your heart is too warm
I refuse to watch it freeze
I have learned to survive here
But this cannot be your home
This is not some place
To host something so beautiful
