Everything I Didn't Say

Kiss And Tell

-Norah POV-

*9:34am*

I gently opened my eyes, to see Charlotte fast asleep next to me; snoring. But, her legs were wrapped around mine, so I ended up having to wiggle out of bed to get something to eat.

I was so drunk last night, even compared to everyone else. I even came on to Luke! I was still so shocked that I wanted to do that, in that moment. Before that, I literally just thought about how much I still like Michael, but I still tried to get with his best friend- and one of my best friends!
But it didn't feel weird, it felt right. Luke had always been there for me and I liked him a lot...maybe I was wasting my time with Michael? Or maybe I was wasting time even contemplating about Luke.

I shook it off and strolled in the kitchen, to see Calum and Ashton sat opposite each other on the dining table.

"Good morning!", I smiled to them as I put bread in the toaster, "are you feeling alright?"

"...fuck off!", Ashton grumbled, "clearly you're okay after last night"

"I had fun", I said sheepishly

"...what?", Calum smirked, "did something happen with Michael?"

"No!", I rolled my eyes, "I didn't mean anything weird when I said that, I meant that I actually had fun"

"It was a good night", Ashton mumbled, "why do I only properly drink when I'm around you lot?"

"Charlotte is the worst influence, and I think that's what made Norah like her", Calum giggled, "is she still asleep?"

"Yeah she is", I smiled, "Calum...", I sighed.

"What?", he rolled his eyes and laughed

"You know how I normally just go with the flow", I explained, "but what is officially happening with you and Charlotte?"

"I knew this was coming", he laughed, "I was going to say something to her yesterday before we went out, but I didn't have time! And by the time we were out, I didn't want to say anything after a few drinks because I know that she wouldn't take me seriously"

"I never take you seriously; especially when you're drunk", Ashton grumbled

"Ash stop being so moody!", I tutted, "would you all feel better if I cooked you a proper breakfast?", and they all nodded in unison. So I grabbed some bacon, beans and eggs and put some more bread in the toaster.
I couldn't imagine what I would say to Luke the next time I saw him. He knew I regretted what I did, but I felt more guilty because I was quite drunk, and it seemed as though I was using him, just so I would feel slightly better about myself, even though I felt worse because of it.

"I wanted to say something though", Calum added, and made me snap out of my thought track.

"Say something about what?", I asked while in a daydream, "oh, Charlotte! Yes I reckon you should say something soon"

"Morning", Luke interrupted and slumped into the kitchen.

"Hi!", I smiled, "breakfast?"

"Yes please! That's exactly what I wanted to hear", he suddenly smiled and walked over to Calum and Ashton who were sat at the table.

I sighed with relief, Luke didn't seem awkward or nervous around me, which was exactly what I needed before I could speak to him one on one and attempt to explain what I did...or how I felt after, when I was sober?
Next thing, Michael and Charlotte come down the stairs at the same time and we all started eating our breakfasts.

"I went to wake you both up, but you were already awake", Michael smiled at me, "and you were making this delicious breakfast!"

"I'm so good to you all", I said.