all the good girls go to hell (negan x reader)

𝐶ℎ𝑎𝑝𝑡𝑒𝑟 4

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Your eyes slowly open as you wake up in a king size bed. You're wearing an oversized white shirt. You're eyes discover the room, it's a penthouse. To your right there's an open door leading to the bathroom, at your left there's a door leading to a gaint living room. there are windows everywhere you have a beautiful view of the city, but there's smoke everywhere, buildings are on fire.

And then you remember it again it all comes back in flashes. Negan , Judith laying there torn in pieces , people eating each other. Your eyes are starting to tear. "Hey..." You recognise that soft voice. You turn your head to see Negan standing in the opening of the door "w-what....." that was all you could bring out. Negan quickly walked towards you and sits at the edge if the bed "I'm sorry for everything that happend yesterday" he says while he softly rubs your back with his hands. The feeling of his big, strong hands stroking your skin softly, it was a feeling you couldn't bring to words, a feeling you've never felt before. From something so small he made you get shivers all the way down your spine. You felt safe with him.

After a long time you finally ask what happend. Negan hands travel from your back to your arms and he grabs your hands softly and looks into your eyes, you could in his eyes that he's worried and scared, the same way you feel right now. "Come with me, I'll....show you" he says while standing up and pulling you towards him, still holding your hands. You walk in the gaint white living room towards a huge window that looks at the streets of the city. Your eyes widen as you watch the street, it's FULL of those walkers things. "We need to leave this place before...before there's more of them" negan says, his eyes focused on the walkers. You started thinking about mom, dad, Carl,... are they okay? And why is Negan acting like this all was quite normal....You really need to go home!

You quickly walk back towards the bedroom and put your dress your were wearing last night. "Oh sweetie, you can't wear that. Here put this on" negan walks towards you and hands you a white shirt, black skinny jeans and some sneakers.
"Oh- uh thank you" you say taking the clothes. You stare at him for a while waiting to turn around, but he just keeps staring back at you with a grin on his face. "Could you turn around please?" You ask him with an attitude.
But he just keeps staring "please?"
You ask maybe a bit to loud.

"Okay okay" he say putting he's hands in the air, and slowly turns around with now... a huge grin on his face.
"Thank you" you say relieved, you turn around and put the dress back off and take on the white shirt negan gave you "Where did you found these clothes?" You ask while still changing. He chuckles "i already went to some other apartments in this building and took some stuff" you could feel he's looking at you. You turn around and see Negan watching over his shoulder at you, he quickly turns his head back watching the door in front him now.

"My god stop it" you say with a smile on your face putting the black jeans on. You hear him laughing quietly
"Okay you can turn back now" while putting on your boots on. He turns around and then quickly watches back in front of him "No, you're still putting on your boots" he says in a sarcastic tone. "Ha...ha very funny" you say while standing up ready to leave, ready to go home, ready to change her life, ready to meet these monsters.

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