You run towards your room, tears streaming down your face. You ignore everyone's weird look when you pass them. When you make it to you room, you put on your (well actually it's negan's, but your so comfortable in it) oversized t-shirt and lay on your bed with your head on the pillow, still crying.
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Negan's pov
fuck I messed up....I didn't want to be the one to say sorry first, it's not me. but damn I just wanted to tell her how much I love her and that it kills me to walk past her in the hallway and ignore her pretty face. To not stare at her while she works in the garden. Or goes on a run. I mean we didn't have something serious going on, so I didn't think she would mind the wife thing. I needed to show people my power here... but I think I will show more power if they have a Queen.... She could be the Queen, my Queen.
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Your pov "Knock knock", a deep, soft voice says while knocking on your door. You open your eyes slowly and you turn away from the door, hugging the pillows. "go away" you mumble. "Loren...please..let me in", godddd he's a pain in the ass, really. "Loren, if you don't open the fucking door right now I-","the door isn't even closed, dumbass", you sight and roll your eyes. The door slowly opens and negan steps in your room, it's a total mess. Clothes all over the floor, couple of empty wine bottles on the table and even cigarettes. "WHAT THE SHIT IS THIS?!" He practically screamed while walking towards the table with the empty bottles and cigarettes. "LOREN!?" I know he's looking at me right now but I just stayed where I was. In my bed, under the covers, still cuddling my pillow, looking at the small kitchen in front of me. He sighed, okay I can feel he's pissed off now. His footsteps come my way, my heart is almost beating out of my skin. "WILL YOU FUCKING ANSWER ME! WHAT THE SHIT IS THIS?" He's standing right next to my bed now. "I-" I take a deep breath and throw it all out "don't you know in how much pain you put me through?" Tears start filling my eyes "watching you flirting with these women everyday, every hour, no every minute...I mean I love you. I thought we had something, something real, something special, something that could never be broken...but it did, it did break" I look at him while tears are rolling down on my face. "I mean...You took away my virginity, but that doesn't mean you can take away my heart. I have feelings too, you know? People.have.feelings. Can you just please be okay with that, and not act like only your feelings matter? Because you became such a selfish person since we got here, in the sanctuary. What happend Negan?" He's just standing there in silence, showing no emotions. "I asked you about the empty bottles and cigarettes that I hope you didn't steal, not a fucking speech" I can only stare at him in disbelief. Did he really just say that, is that his answer? Seriously?
《•》 Hiiii! has been a looooong time since I posted, but here You go :)) Sooo, since I'm in quarantine I'll be more active and I'll post more. I hope you guys are okay! Take care! Xoxo
