Adopted By Melanie Martinez (Boy X Boy)

Chapter 12

Melanie's P.O.V.

Yesterday I had a really fun day, I got to see my friends from Little Mix. I've known them for a few years now they're genuinely some of the best people that I've ever met. I asked them to come over because I've been very stressed lately. It's getting close to the release date of my new album and movie and I'm worried about what people are going to say. After talking to them I feel pretty calm and not as stressed. This morning I woke up in a wonderful mood so I decided to make breakfast for Aaron, Connor, and I. While I was cooking I was listening to this EP of this YouTuber and it's a pretty good EP. I plugged in my headphones and started singing this song called "Medicate" I enjoyed this song a lot, it brings me calmness. (Play song here)

I'm unwell, thanks for asking
Don't mind me 'cause I'm just passing by
In this life, been a while
Thought that you forgot, but that's alright
How've you been? Glad to hear it
Just one question if you can bear it
Do you ever miss me, too?
'Cause I spend my days still thinking of you

Should I take the pill to numb the pain?
Change the chemicals inside my brain
I worry I won't be the same
But I guess that that's the point

Can you medicate a broken heart?
Make your tragedies a work of art
Medicate a broken heart
Build your walls up just to rip them apart
Is this the way to fix this or is this a quick fix?
I really couldn't say
Can you medicate, medicate, medicate it away?

Doctor's smile, kill me with kindness
And don't ask about the side effects
Swallow hard, kills sadness with science
But the aftermath might make you sick

Should I take the pill to numb the pain?
Change the chemicals inside my brain
I worry I won't be the same
But I guess that that's the point

Can you medicate a broken heart?
Make your tragedies a work of art
Medicate a broken heart
Build your walls up just to rip them apart
Is this the way to fix this or is this a quick fix?
I really couldn't say
Can you medicate, medicate, medicate it away?

Whoa, whoa
Oh, medicate it away
Whoa, whoa
Oh, medicate it away

They say give yourself a break
They tell me to medicate
I don't wanna medicate

Oh, can you medicate a broken heart?
Make your tragedies a work of art
Medicate a broken heart
Build your walls up just to rip them apart
Is this the way to fix this or is this a quick fix?
I really couldn't say
Can you medicate, medicate, medicate it away?

Whoa, whoa
Oh, medicate it away
Whoa, whoa (Whoa)
Oh, medicate it away

Oh, medicate it away
Oh, medicate it away

By the time I finished singing the song I had a 4 eyes on me and a small stack of maybe 6 pancakes. I quickly made a few more  pancakes and told Aaron and Connor to help themselves. Everyone served themselves and we set the table before we started eating. I made sure to place some fruit and maple syrup on the middle of the table. Connor seemed worried and very anxious so I asked him what's wrong.

"Ummm n-nothing, I'm fi-ne I swear" he said stuttering

For the while that Connor had lived with me he's never stuttered. So I guessed that something must be wrong, I'm guessing that he doesn't want Aaron to find out so I time him to see me in my room after we're all done with breakfast and cleaning.