The Life We Live

Ryan

Ryan's P.O.V

"I love you" I say looking into the back seat of my car to Nae, my little sister, my heart. The pain in her eyes breaking my heart.

"I love you too." She says barely and gets out closing the door.

"Well damn love you too." Zay jokes rolling down the window so she hears.

"Be safe." She says looking back to Zay as she continues towards the house pulling out her keys as she heads for the front door "Love you too." She shouts to him before disappearing into the front door. We pull off once she is in the house and head to the hood. We ride in silence I turn my radio up blasting 'Deep Wounds' by "Polo G." Zay sings along until the song comes to an end then he pauses his phone which stops the music from coming thru the aux cord.

"I gotta drop on them niggas that did that shit to Davon too, can you believe they was some brim niggas." He says shaking his head. I played along as if I didn't know , I been in these streets way longer than little bro. I was always 10 steps ahead of him.

"Oh word?" I played along with my eyes on the road. "That's wild." I continued. He didn't know that my goons were already parked outside all 3 of them lil niggas parents and grandparents crib's.

"Word, got this lil dirty brim bitch from their hood, Star giving up all the info on them. Nigga Gotty think he got that on smash but she told me shit she ain even tell him.... and all she did was suck my dick." He laughs looking at me for approval. I give him a small chuckle

"Lil bruh don't be letting them lil dirty bitches suck ya dick, better wrap that shit up." I advice him.

"Put on a condom for some head?" He gawks amused by what I am telling him.

"Shittt, I do. I don't trust these bitches, mouths have diseases too." I inform him. "Pops been told us that sense niggas started fucking years ago." I think back to all those years ago, back when life was easier. Back before I started getting into all this gangsta shit. Life was easier, why niggas wanna beef the older they got ? that was some young bull shit. Nagas should be able to talk it out , that's what grown men do. Or shoot the one ina back yard or something. Nagas got too scared to take a ass whooping so they'd rather shoot. I shook my head at my own thoughts looking over at Zay who is silent in thought. His gray eyes immediately meet mine.

"We gone kill them niggas," he continues his plot, now that he feels as though he has my attention.

"Are you now?" I chuckle opening the door to my black bmw as I hopped out. He follows my lead and we walk towards our cut by the corner store as fenes start rushing towards us. "Back the fuck up!" I bark at them, I told them bout walking up on me making shit hot. Told them next time they wouldnt get served.

"Now go somewhere else y'all making shit hot!" I commanded walking into my spot between the corner store and the next house sitting down on the steps in the cut. The hood was a few blocks up, nagas trapped all thru this shit. My nagas, we had this shit on smash, that's what started with this war. Nagas wasn't eating and we wasn't trying to put them on. We had that work and for the low, they hated it, but the fenes loved it. Mfs would travel across town for our shit only mfs that didn't come was the ones we wouldn't serve. Which was a lot but not enough for nagas.

Davon wasn't the first to get hit, they hit Rue trying to rob him, but he ain't go for it so they murked him that's why Fats and Sav was ina pin now. I told niggas to wait, we would catch them and make them pay the price without us having to pay a price as well, but when they caught him they did it on sight in broad daylight. I shook my head at the thought of all my niggas either dead or in jail. I still held them down, made sure it was money on their books and kept their commissary maxed out. That wasn't gone be me tho I thought to myself shaking my head. Quan was the 2nd soldier down , they killed him for fucking too many nagas bitches. My mans was a fly guy and smoothe, I smiled to myself remembering how he would burn down ona thotties. He was smoothe with everything though, everybody fucked with him, 5 of my guys went down for him. Killing not only to avenge Quanny murder but shooting up anybody who disrespected his name. Only nagas that didn't like him was the ones who bitches he fucked or the ones that envied him.