The Life We Live

Chapter 16~ Honesty

Kyree's P.O.V.

The guilt of sleeping with Sharee was eating at me, why did I have to go stick my dick in that girl. I had the baddest chick in the world , and the more time I spent with her the more I grew in love with her. She was everything a man could dream of perfectly imperfect so why couldn't I just wait on her. The attempt of wacking off did nothing and though she offered I didn't want her in that way yet. I didn't want her to think that's all I wanted from her so why did I cheat. I felt this new feeling coming over me one I had never felt for anyone in my life except for my mother.

At the warehouse Zay didn't know he came this close to being the next body. When he yolked Nae up rage filled my body and the only thing stopping me from strangling him to death was the fact that he was my right hand man, the fact of him being Nae's brother didn't mean anything to me except the fact that she loved him. This was another task I knew I would have to deal with, her older brothers disciplining her. I wanted her to know she was safe with me couldnt nobody do anything to her except me. I did realize no matter what I was going to have to deal with it, but I would still speak my mind,

"She ain your child and if anything she got shit more under control than you." I antagonized Zay I knew my words would cut deeper than any action. I didn't understand why I felt this way towards him. I loved him to death I considered him a brother but with this new feeling towards Nae she was my first priority. I had to make sure she was good and I was willing to die for her. Hopefully she wouldn't be the one to kill me after finding out what I had did, I realized I had to tell her now. With Sharee's big ass mouth it would sure get out.

I watched in amusement as my baby became a mobster, her and Dime turned into straight killers right before my eyes. I was so intrigued I didn't interfere, only freezing once ol girl grabbed the gun. Once again Zay moving sloppy I knew that gun was Ryan's from a mile away. I waited to see what would happen already knowing I was strapped and would blow her brains off before she pulled the trigger. Luckily Draya came through, I was beginning to like these girls more than I would like to have admit. They were quick on their feet, though Zay did have a point about not wanting to kill the girl without his fathers consent. Knowing the situation though, no one would deal with any serious consequences. One thing I could admit for sure, their father had the streets. He was the only person I did fear when it came to admitting my feelings for Nae and one day eventually asking for her hand in marriage. You never knew how he felt and what his intentions were, that man was a god in my eyes. The way he made things happen and handled situations were inspiring. If not Ryan, he was definitely my role model.

"You about that life right?" Dime spoke , her voice filled with pure hatred I could tell the girl had triggered her, but with Dime having the upper hand she enjoyed it. She sounded like a psycho path, Zay had fucked up by handing the gun off to her. She was hesitant at first but winded up spraying, she couldn't finish her off though. Then here comes my sexy gangsta goddess ending the girls life without any trace of regret and for some reason I fell even more inlove. I realized we allowed them to lose their humanity , I did fear Nae was going suffer from the same nightmares I occasionally had, but I would be there to protect her and make her feel secured. In that moment though I knew I had to tell her. I thought back to when we were talking in her room during our first encounter and how she told me "honesty equals loyalty". I didn't have time for her to began to hate me and try to kill me or even worse Sharee. I knew what I had to do as a man and I prepared myself. To top it off my baby was making boss moves , 10 grand she left on the desk for the clean up man. I know I had given her some bread about half of that, where she got the other money from I had no clue. Probably money she had saved up knowing her pops and her family, money wasn't a problem. Including those linked to them, myself being one.

On the way out it was a blur, I had my mind focused on what I had to do and didn't want to back out. She had me feeling like a kid in trouble I didn't like this new power she had over me.