The Life We Live

Chapter 14~ The Warehouse

Star's P.O.V.

I was excited after getting off the phone with Zay, I had a crush on that boy for as long as I could remember. I knew his sister hated my guts but I didn't give a fuck about that bitch. She swore she was all that just cause of how she looked, she was a basic mutt in my eyes. I glanced in the mirror at my long red weave , it was Nicki length, well past 40 inches. After showering I was left standing in the mirror admiring my tatted small physique. I had little to no curves, my ass had cuffs but besides tht nothing else poked out on my body. I was an A cup, extra small everything, funsized. Me and Zay had never had sex yet I only topped him a couple times. He really thought I would sell my brothers out for him. He had to be a fool if anything I was going to set his ass up, I didn't though. I had plenty of opportunities to but I let my feelings get in the way. He was so dumb and naive but I loved his genuineness. He made me feel special and pretty, I was very insecure about myself. My mother was no help that dumb bitch, she knew of the molestation and suffering I had been thru and even as a teenager she never spoke on it or even apologized instead she blamed me for everything. Zay took all that away , from the smile of his perfect white teeth to the way he looked at me.

Sure niggas fronted like they liked me but I knew all they wanted to do was fuck. Shit that's all I wanted to do, I knew no man could ever really love me. My own father didn't even love me he left while my mother was pregnant with me. Every man after never played a father figure , they were never around long enough to. They got what they wanted out of her and sometimes me then went away Scott free. No matter how many times I told my mother she continued to bring random men around. Being used was something I was used to, I actually enjoyed it sometimes. That's the best attention a man could give you.

I only told Zay I would help him because I knew he would like me more , and when I sucked his dick he definitely liked me a whole lot. Now he wanted to take me on a nice date. I looked for my most dripped out yet classy outfit deciding on layered stretch pants that would help my petite shape look more round, and a white see thru lace crop top which exposed my nipple rings. I decided on heels sense it was Zayshaud's rich ass taking me out, they were clear wedge heels from fashion nova with barely any weight on me they were quite comfortable I strutted gracefully in them. I put on a little makeup and reapplied my long 25 mm mink lashes. Glitter eyeshadow completed my look with lip gloss. I kept it classy and simple, At the last minute I decided to wand my hair leaving sexy curls. I put on my Apple Watch along with a silver necklace my aunt had gave me. That was my real mother, wherever my mother lacked she gained for me. Just then one of the homies called. I quickly answered, it was 8

"Yeah blood?" I answeredthe phone.

"Ouu you look cute, where you going?" He asked.

"Don't worry bout all that." I laughed he would be pissed if he knew. "Wassup though?" I asked him.

"I need you .." he whined to me. "Come make me feel better." The homies only called if they needed ass or for me to beat someone up. They checked on me from time to time , I really loved them niggas they were like the family
I never had.

"I got you when I get back." I told him.

"Damn how long you gone b? He need you now." He pushed.

"I gotchu 8 when I get back!" I exclaimed.

"Alright be safe , I love you hurry up." He told me.

"Love that nigga back and you b safe too." I said before hanging up.

I made a couple videos of myself looking cute while I waited for Zay. He was taking long I started to think he was fronting on me just as I was about to call him his name popped up on my screen. I let it ring for a second before answering.