My indecisive nature

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When I'm feeling too complicated
My life seeming all fabricated
My thoughts feel all strewn
As if they're the dark side of the moon

Perhaps it's because I'm so blinded
It was when in summer reminded
Me of things I did abandon
I forgot that life did somehow happen

You left me with the bad things
I'm craving for new beginnings
I'm walking on the same railroad
Of the seeds of regret, that you sowed
Find me
On the empty street
You're the one hope
I can't defeat
Save me
From my broken dreams
You're not as bad
As you first seemed

Darling what is it you seem to fear?
You're treating me like I was never here
It's clear that you left me off the pace
So tell me now, what can't you face?

My thoughts are all strewn
Too many thoughts popping the balloon
Can't you see it's all because of you?
Why can't you never see that
It's all because of you?
This is larger than lover's spat
I think I'm starting to hate you

Why did you

Leave me with the bad things
I'm craving for new beginnings
I'm walking on the same railroad
Of the seeds of regret, that you sowed
Find me
In the empty street
You're the one hope
I can't defeat
Save me
From my broken dreams
You're not as bad
As you first seemed

Why are you not as bad as you first seemed?
From the hems of my heartbeat, for you, I bleed
Because you've f*cked me up
Look at how I've now turned out

You stole my soul with passionate fire
Then before I comprehended, your love expired
You were stumped for choice for all my faults
Before you claimed to love, now you're false

Left me with the bad things
I crave for new beginnings
But nobody walks on this railroad
This is my lonely ode
Leave me
On that empty street
You're the one hope
I could defeat
Save me
From my broken dreams
You're just as bad
As you first seemed

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