Chapter 25
I was so angry. I didn't actually miss Andy though. I don't think it had sunk in yet. Suddenly Shaun leant down and kissed my cheek. The girls got awkward and walked out using the excuse of they had homework. We all knew they didn't. I sat on the bed and Shaun looked confused.
"I uh I'm sorry this is all most likely too much for you. I will call you later to make sure your ok. And remember we have a gig on not tomorrow but the next days please make sure you come. If not for my sake but Andy's. I know you two still have a flame." Shaun sounded quite sad saying this. I stood up and hugged him saying thank you. He exited the room. I sat on bed for hours eventually falling asleep. Next morning when I awoke to no good morning texts on my phone I started to cry. It had finally come in. I did not have my barricade anymore. My heart was gone. I cried. Yet again. When I had settled down I went out to the kitchen
"Hey sleepy how are you this morning?" Kate asked
"Me. been better!" I said opening the fridge.
"I heard what happen! You feel ok?" she asked putting her tea down. I shrugged my shoulders and shut the fridge. She approached me and hugged me. A tear came into my eye. I told myself to hold myself together. I had to be strong. I couldn't show anyone I was sad. I went to have a shower and when I came back out Madi and Shaun were sat up on the couch laughing.
"Hey guys!" I said trying to sound happy.
"Hey gorgeous!" madi said looking over her shoulder.
"Wow you look pretty today!" Shaun said still laughing at whatever madi had said
"Thanks. Uhh I'm just going for a swim down at the beach ill cya's later" I said picking my keys off the bench and running out the door. After I had left Shaun turned to madi.
"She is not going for a swim!" Shaun pointed out to madi
"How do you know?" madi questioned
"Did you see what she was wearing? Her hair was all done her make up was done. She is not going to the beach." Shaun said worried
"Stress less I'm sure she is not doing anything stupid she is problem just sad." Madi said getting up to get a drink. Shaun didn't reply just sat there looking worried.
Meanwhile I had just entered onto the highway. I was driving down the high way when I got a text message. I looked down to where my phone and it said I had a message from Andy. I kept looking down to read it and heard a sudden loud beep. I screamed at the top of my lungs I tried to swerve from the on coming car.
