Games -- BakuDeku

02 -- this feeling

(a/n: this chapter and the rest might have a little kirikami in it! If you don't like that please don't comment that you don't ship it!)

MIDORYIA'S POV:

*Slap*

All the classmates look over and saw what Kacchan had done. Me being wasted af had no clue what was going on.

There was a huge red mark across Kirishimas face. Did Kacchan slap him? He only asked if I was in love with him. WAIT. was I ? I'm drunk so I just answered with what was on my mind.

"i aM iN lOvE wItH hiM. MaYbE hehehe." I started to laugh-cry since I was still super drunk.

"W-what! " he said as his face got more red than a tomato, but again, I didn't notice.

BAKUGOU'S POV:

DID HE JUST SAY HE MIGHT LOVE ME!? I let out a sigh. No way, he's just drunk.

Everyone thinks I slapped Kirishima because he told Deku he might be in love with me, but I slapped him because after he said that, he leaned over and whispered "maybe since he's so drunk you can take advantage of him." I knew he was joking, but that didn't stop me from slapping him as hard as I could.

When Deku said he might love me my eyes lit up, but then I remembered that he was drunk.

Shit. Why couldn't I just get it through my head that the damn nerd doesn't like me. So why bother. Denki started to say something along the lines of 'so when are you guys going to kiss?' , but I left before he finished the question. I got onto the elevator, but before I could press the button to my floor I saw someone enter the elevator.

Deku.

" Don't leave me Kacchan!" Deku's voice trembled. He was still very wasted.

"WHY THE HELL WOULD YOU DRINK SO MUCH!?" I yelled to Deku so I could get it through his head.

"Because I wanted my first kiss to be with someone special! Not with people I'm friends with!" He said shouting back a little.

"Tch" I said. He didn't drink or kiss me when my spin landed on him. "You could have just told them you didn't want to play."

"Uraraka and Kirishima made me" he said whilst trembling.

"Who give a FUCK if they made you! " I emphasize the work 'fuck' as I ran out of the elevator before the doors closed.

"KIRISHIMA AND URARAKA! KITCHEN NOW! And four eyes take Deku to his room." I said, leaving Deku inside the elevator.

Four eyes ran and took Deku up to his room, while I went to the kitchen to wait for shitty hair and floaty. Everyone was super confused, but they all got ready to go to bed. Uhg why do I have these feeling!! Why can't they just leave me alone! I don't like him! Why does my heart feel likes it going to explode? I started to cry. What's going on. It hurts to see him like this. Why do I care?

"Hey you okay!?" Kirishima ran up and hugged me. "Hey dude chill. It's okay, just calm down." I pushed him off me.

"WHY THE HELL WOULD YOU MAKE HIM DRINK THAT MUCH?" I screamed at Uraraka and Kirishima. They stood there shocked.

I ran back up to my room still crying while everyone was watching. Why am I crying? What's wrong with me?

When I finally got on the elevator Iida was getting off. I got back up to my room.

Why am I crying? I don't care about the shitty nerd! Why was my first instinct to get him to his room!? Do I care? I have to many questions for myself that I can't answer.

I woke up the next morning at 8:07 and everyone was still down in the common area other than me and Deku. I went downstairs to get some breakfast. I was still really mad.

I walked into the kitchen area and I saw that icyhot bastard in there. I didn't want to deal with him so I just got some cereal and went back up to my room. I was walking in the hallway and I someone fell on me.

"WHAT THE HELL I JUST SPIL-" I looked up and I saw Deku.

"I'm sorry!" He was blushing mess. I put out my hand for him to help me up since he had already gotten up. He flinched thinking I would hit him.

"Tch." I chuckled. "So are you just going to stand there or help me up?"

"I-i uh " he grabbed my hand and helped me up. "D-do you w-want me to help?"

"I don't need your help." I said "But thanks" I gave a little smirk.

"Uh Kacchan...?" Deku was about to leave but turned back around and asked.

"Yeah nerd?" I replyed.

"What happened last night? I still have a headache." He asked while putting his hand on the back of his head.

"You got drunk...." I paused before finishing. " And if you play a game like that again and you don't want to, Don't! Kirishima and Uraraka shouldn't have made you, you got that?" I kinda raised my voice.

"Why do you care?" He asked. Do I care?

"I- I don't. Just don't do it again." I stomped away to get cleaned off. Fucking hell why can't I get a grip on my feelings!? I bullied him for fuck sake and told him to kill himself. What the fucks wrong with me? Why am I guilty, I've never felt guilty before. I kept thinking about it until I got to the showers. Shit I forgot to get extra clothes. Before I got into the shower I texted Kirishima to bring me a pair of his clothes.

The only other person inside the shower area was Kaminari. When Kirishima got here I was around the corner waiting for him. I looked around the corner and I saw.....

"Hey stop we can't do this it here Bakugou is here!" Kirishima whisper yelled to Kaminari.

"Why the fuck did he just grab your butt Kirishima!?" I went around to where they were.

"Too late" Kaminari said.

"Well uh since you already kinda know well me and Kaminari are dating!" I just stood there shocked.

"Is this some sort of joke?" I knew they were close, but this close? To be honest I kinda saw them together.

"N-no..." Kirishima said kinda sad.

"Hey I mean I honestly don't care. If you guys are happy then it's none of my business." I answered. I know I usually would get mad that he didn't tell me, but I guess I was kinda sad seeing them together knowing that the person I liked, I bullied.

I think I'm starting to love him.