Hate And Love •M.A.D Fanfic•

chapter 20

I got home from my visit with Dani. I shoulnt have said what I did then leave. But I love her an if me and her are just friends it wont stop me from loving her. I would love her more.

I know for fact I wont be able to keep out of her life. She has my fucking baby its gonna be impossible to stay away.

I met michael an aiden we had a gig we sung fame and tv. We got a few hundred pounds. I screwed up loads though, my solos were shit.

Im to stressed out to focus on anything at the moment. Ive got a baby, my ex is the mother, im going crazy, im failing school.

I went too sleep. Danis house was so peaceful at night. She lived away from the main part of town, so hardly any people went by at night.

I grabbed a fag from her packet an got her lighter and went outside.

I light it. For a while I just watched it burn, then I took a puff. Shut my eyes then let it out.

Then I dropped it. I went back inside I locked her balcony door, it was pitch black.

*Danis POV*

I sat staring out the window, I rubbed my stomach the baby bumb was getting to big now, been pregnant for 3months another 6 to go. I get let out of here in a month.

Then I can get back with Dan but while im here im stayong single. I need time to love myself before I love someone else.

My eyes felt heavy. I walked over to my bed. I got under my covers. I wonder if Dan is thinking of me.

I love him

My Baby will be perfect, but of he or she ends up like me it would kill me more than life has already.