[Her Between The Past And The Future]

HEY THERE!!!! {+random letter}

HI, EVERYONE!!!! I just got my phone fixed and I can now be active!!! Sad to say that the slow updates won't change. Next month our Quarterly exams will start so need to review tho I'm just using stock knowledge.

Damn those Exams.

And hey, I want you all to read the story(or maybe letter...?) Down below. It's not related to this story and just a random so.. sorry.

I don't know how you'll react to this. Ahaha

Now let's start!

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Hey, how are you, my friend?

Even tho we've fallen apart after all this years we have each other, and the pain you and I cost, yet, your misdeeds throbbed my heart to its fullest.

I made a mistake, yes. And you also did.

I've ignored you by not going near you.

And you ignored me by spending your time not talking to me.

I've distanced myself because seeing you more happier with... Someone else, I felt left behind.

You thought I was angry and you never even questioned what was wrong and continued with your life. While I thought that I'm not worth to be your company; your best friend, and never approached you.

The two of us walking home together as another close friend of ours joined our campany. We enjoyed it that time.

But what happened? How did this all started?

The two of you only talked to each other, sharing secrets, and left me as you proceeded forward: not waiting for me.

Also at school, you have gained new friends than I've had. You're happy, very happy.

I've had enough.

I walked home alone, pretty rare since we're always walking home together, I couldn't stand it anymore. The pain of being left behind is really painful. I do not want to be with someone who isn't really by my side.

Later, you texted me; asking if I walked home safe and that you're worried. Why would you be worried after all this?

Texting you wasn't easy. I'm not a showy person when it comes to what I feel and texting is my advantage. I don't want you to see me in tears. But I want to talk to you in person, though I can't.

We ended our conversation with a good bye, no reasons, no resolutions, nothing.

I don't want to repeat the 3rd time of the pain I felt ever again.

But, in all this drama..

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I don't want you to leave as I...

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Have started loving you.

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There. Boring right? Or sad? Haha

Don't worry I will update soon.... Yeah, soon.

Sorry for making you all wait.