I close his diary and I am in worst pain. I felt thousands stabbed in my heart. I love him so much. I love Kevin Reyes so much.
I placed his diary in my sling bag and go home.
Hindi pa rin tumitigil ang pagtulo ng luha ko ng masilayan ko si Tyler sa daanan ko. Lalagpasan ko sana siya pero may dalawa siyang kasama at tuluyan nila akong nahuli.
Dinala nila ako sa isang madilim na lugar na hindi ko man lang kung saan. Rinig nrinig ko ang tawanan Nils samantalang ako walang ibang magawa kundi umiyak ng umiyak.
“Did you miss me babe?..” he asked me while laughing.
“I HATE YOU...I--I hate you Tyler..I HATE YOU...Help....” I screamed and hoping someone will help me.
But nobody's there to hear me asking their helps.
I couldn't do anything. I went home crying.. He raped me. Tyler raped me.
•••SLAP•••
And nandito na naman ang ama kong walang ibang pambungad kundi ang sampal niya pati ang famous line niya.
“Where have you been?..,” he asked.
He always asked me that stupid question of him with his slap on my face. Tell me? Does he really care for me?
Is there anybody really care for me?
“Why? Do you ever care for me?..” I answered him and went upstairs.
I lock my room at kinuha ang blade sa first aid kit ko.
May malulungkot ba kung mamatay ako?!
May iiyak ba kung mamatay ako?
Magsisisi ba si daddy sa pananakit sa akin kung mawawala ako?
Hindi ko na alam ang sumunos na nangyari.
“Finally you're awake..” John greeted me.
John Gabriel. My cousin's best friend.
“Hoy Charmaine Anne Madrigal.. Anong inisip mo para magpakamatay?..” bungad ni Adam sa akin, my cousin.
I give them a bittersweet smile but I will never tell them about the raped happened to me. What for?! Mapapahiya lang ako.
After few days of recovery Adam go back to school for his study but John still here.
As usual. Ang mga matang mapanghusga na naman ang bumungad sa akin.
“Hey..guys.. Stop looking at my girl..” John suddenly appeared and defend me.
“Why are you here?..” I asked him.
“I am here to guard you..sweetie..” he answered.
“I don't need you here..” I told him.
“Yes you need me, sweetie..” he is really a kind of stubborn into my life.
“I DON'T NEED YOUR HELP..” I loudly told him.
“You are and by the way, starting today..I'll court you..” he said.
“WHAT?..”
“I am not asking for your permission sweetie.. I am just letting you know..”
“YOU..” at naghabulan na kami sa buong campus.
I couldn't deny the fact that I am a man hater. My father is abusive, Tyler raped me, and Kevin left me.
BINABASA MO ANG
"The Only Hope"
Storie d'amoreA short story that will make realize the real value of our lives. •••PROLOGUE••• When you are losing your hope. There is, this someone, who will rock your word to craziness and make you feel alive again. Would you take the risks?
