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evangeline

April 16th, 2019

i had woken up and left for dance luckily without waking shawn, i would've felt terrible if i had, he deserves sleep too
based on what he was told me, business isn't easy

" three more days of being nineteen " arabella smiles at me as i walk in the dance studio, handing her a coffee i usually get for her on my way here
" i know. i'm kinda sad, my teen years will officially be over in just three days " i frown and she laughs
" being twenty is much better. you'll see soon " she tells me and i laugh

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dance went by quick, luckily
i had changed into a hoodie and sweatpants and put on my crocs before making my way to my class of today, which was just notes, thank god

when i get home, in all honesty i think i'll be ready for a nap, or maybe i'll order in
ooo yeah ordering in sounds good
for the next thirty minutes of class, i find it hard to focus on notes when all that's on my mind is the chinese i'm gonna order when i get out of here

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well, that makes sense
after class ended i went to the bathroom only to see that i got my period
i groan, looking through my bag for a tampon
i find one, put it in and wash my hands before leaving the university for the day and heading home

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" ugh " i audibly groan, as i walk into my apartment
i reach under my hoodie, and take off my bra, relief immediately washing over me

when i'm on my period i don't like wearing my bra only because i think it's another factor to cramps, which are terrible enough as it is

i walk into my room and take off my sweatpants, looking for a pair of shorts
" damn " i hear from behind me
my eyes widen as i look to my bed, and see shawn with his bottom lip sucked in between his teeth
" oh my god i forgot you were here oh my god oh my god! " i freak out, slipping on the first pair of shorts i can find
he laughs at my reaction, holding his bare stomach while he does so
" that wasn't funny " i pout and he frowns
" come here, honey " he stretches his arms out and i grin, gladly crashing right into them
" how was your day? " shawn asks me and i shrug
" it was pretty good. i started my period so that sucks " i tell him and he frowns, tucking a hair behind my ear
" i'm sorry. do you need anything? " he asks and i shake my head
" not yet, anyway. also i ordered chinese for lunch. i hope you don't mind " i tell him
" as long as it's with you, i think i'll survive " he tells me and i smile, cuddling into his chest

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" alright. i gotta get going. i've got a nine page essay to write tonight " shawn tells me and i scrunch my face up
" sounds painful " i say and he sighs, nodding
" indeed. i'll see you tomorrow? " he asks and i nod, placing a kiss on his cheek
" also, make sure your schedule is clear friday. we're going out " he says
" is shawn mendes taking me out for my birthday? " i giggle and he smiles
" he is. so don't plan anything "

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