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science class started

i lose myself as minutes pass by with the teachers introductory lesson. which is exhausting. i leaned over to rest my back which was aching already. i later realised i was leaning on minju's shoulder.

"o im sorry" not realising i was blushing very hard

"its ok." minju said as she gestured me to lean on her shoulder.

i, being the most professional and unenthusiastic minju supporter, accepted.

minutes passed and the class was soon to finish.

"y/n!" the teacher shouted in class. "wake up! it's your first day!"

minju patted my shoulder to wake me up as i was drowsing on her shoulder.

i wake up in embarrassment, leaving a bad impression on my teacher, and also minju.

minju giggled as she looked at me with her beautiful squinted brown eyes. as time passed, a short conversation soon led on. it ended with me giving my number to minju later that afternoon.

home

reminiscing those wonderful moments i had with minju, mainly that shoulder moment we had. my heart fluttered with the thought that she lent her shoulder for me to rest on. HER shoulder.

phone rings

minju: heyy minju here. this is y/n right????

my heart dropped. cant believe how all of this is happening.

y/n: heyyo 😎 whats up?

minju: not much, just studying.

y/n: o forgot about this 😓 damn

minju: oh right i could use some of ur help. well u are my partner anyway.

😮 (i didnt send this, this is my real life reaction at the time.)

y/n: wdym exactly?

minju: where do you live?

😮😍😢😃😎💕💕 this pretty much stands for my emotions

y/n: 10148 St, its just across the school

minju: ooo u live near my dorm. stop by so u can help me tomorrow

i might as well have died at that moment there. i dont know if this is her own personal dorm or her group's dorm, either way i am happy.

the text conversation abruptly ended there as my heart fluttered way too much from the thought of our texting moments. and also because i fell asleep.

school again

science class too

"hey, u didnt reply last night." minju said as she meets me at our table. with a somewhat serious face

should i make a fake excuse, or just say that i fell asleep. i want to act cool yet i dont since we barely know each other.

"are you mad?" i said not knowing how uncool that sounded.

"'no... anyway, are you down for tonight?"

this could be the start of a long lasting friendship with an idol, which could possibly never occur in my life.

and... it could also be the end of those short lived moments.

"yeah sure, what time?"

cut to meeting up

phone rings

minju: where r u?

y/n: at the address u sent me pls hurry its so cold 🤧

minju: head over to the coffeeshop across the street

i head over to the shop hurriedly to lessen this long anticipated moment. my heart beating faster with every step... is this a date?

as i open the door to the coffee shop, i spotted the bright pink hair she has across the room.

and i also spotted another full head of hair next to hers. light brown, wavy, under a beanie. i wondered who it was as i approached the two.

i then realised that beanie girl was kwon eunbi. my mind poofed at that moment. ive always had my eyes on her on pd48, but i never really supported her as much as i did with minju.

"hi y/n, come sit here."

she pulled me to the seat next to hers. i sat quietly as i was still starstruck at that moment.

"ill go get u a coffee." minju said as she walked away towards the counter, leaving me alone with an idol ive only seen on my cellphone screen.

silence eats away the atmosphere as i stared at the table, avoiding making eye contact with eunbi. awkwardness levels rise as seconds pass. i overthink what i should say and do at the moment but i couldnt think of a way to introduce mys-

"hello" eunbi said, catching me off-guard due to my excessive thinking. "im eunbi's unnie, well not really related at all- basically we work together."

i know all about it, should i tell her i do. thatll make me look so dumb.

"yes, ive heard. iz*one right?"

woah so cool totally not familiar with kpop groups hehe

"yeah, im the leader of our group. aaand we also live together at the dorm."

"ah i see" i said as minju arrives with the coffee she ordered for me.

"i see youve met unnie, dont worry about her. shes just checking on you."

checking on me? why? how come? what sort of scenario are we laying out here? i then noticed eunbi just observing my every move. i felt uncomfortable at that instant.

i guess minju noticed my discomfort as she nudged eunbi as a gesture to maybe talk to me?

"dont worry. its nothing much. we rarely have guests over at the dorm, let alone a boy."

i am not a boy anymore,,, it felt like meeting a middle aged woman, a very beautiful one though.
i soon come to realise that the dorm im heading to is where the other members stayed at. i thought minju had her own dorm, like her own private access dorm exclusively for her. and it burdens me to think about meeting the others... i might as well have a heart attack now.

dorm door entrance

we stood in front of the door as eunbi unlocks the entrance. minju and i were standing together at the time. i looked over at minju and noticed that she looked nervous.

"you okay?"

"ya"

eunbi then opens the door, opening it to the hallway. she entered first, but both minju and i hesitated to enter. eunbi looked behind and gestured us to come in. i followed them both towards the living room, where i then see 3 girls sitting together at the couch.
it was chaewon, yujin, and yena. i felt shivers down my spine as i took each inside the room.

the 3 ended their conversation as they stared at me. minju gestured me to sit on the small couch next to theirs. at that moment, eunbi had already entered her room, leaving me, minju, chaewon, yujin, and yena in the room.

i sat there quietly as i waited for minju to call for me, or anything. just not to leave me with the 3 girls ive never met before.

"so, you're minju's friend huh?" yena said, sounding as if she was interrogating me with her cute husky voice.

i havent processed the correct reply to that question yet, sitting there quietly.

"maybe its her boyfriend.." yujin whispered to chaewon as they giggled loudly.