Shared Boyfriend

Love

y/n: i love you.

she smiled.

yujin: really?! this early in the morning?

i laughed.

minju went in to annoy her.

minju: why? are you jealous? (chuckles) (tickles yujin)

yujin: stahp!

minju kissed her on the lips.

yujin: UNNIE! (slaps minju's arm)

minju: ya! (slaps yujin's butt) you had sex with my boyfriend!

yujin (soft voice): well.. you made me do it.

minju smiled and got off the bed. we headed outside the room to have breakfast.

kitchen

as we were walking to the kitchen, we saw chaewon eating her cereal alone. we havent properly conversed yet, the last time i interacted with her was when all the girls were in this dorm.

minju: you're up early.

chaewon: i know. its my body clock.

chaewon then looked at me, quite unfamiliar with my face around.

i greeted her goodmorning, she greeted me back. that was the whole conversation. minju noticed how awkard we looked.

minju: you guys havent seen eachother a lot, huh?

chaewon nodded.

minju (whispers to chaewon): he's the guy the other girls have been talking about.

chaewon: really? wonyoung has great taste i guess.

i was embarrassed, what could the others say about me?

chaewon: nice to meet you, y/n. properly of course.

she smiled and shook my hand.

minju and i had breakfast that morning. nothing special happened, just enjoying a meal with the most precious girl ive ever met. she talked about how tiring the mv shooting was, which took a really long time. being an idol really is a pain in the ass.

we finished our conversation and meal. chaewon was quietly sitting right next to us the whole time so she waited for us to finish. she took our dishes and washed them.

after our meal, i still couldnt stop thinking about my conversation with eunbi last night. it wasnt sexual, it didnt consist of anything dirty, but it was heart warming. i looked minju, she was on her phone playing a game. i realised that i havent had a very sensual talk with her, similar to the one i had with yujin.

i took my phone and texted her while she was across the table.

-text-

y/n: can we have the room to ourselves tonight?

minju got the notification and closed her game

she looked at me from across the table and started typing

minju: i can ask yujin, why?

y/n: just because.

minju looked confused, raising an eyebrow.

minju: what do you mean, b? anything wrong?

y/n: no, everything is great. i just want to spend some time with you..

she nodded from across the room, smiling in the process.

-text end-

time skip to night

i knocked on the door, opening it slightly. i saw that yujin wasnt present so maybe shes already asked her. minju was laying on the bed, stiff as a bottle, waiting for me. she looked anxious.

i sat on yujin's side of the bed and had my spin rest on the back of the bedrest. i held out my hand, gesturing for minju to lay on my shoulders. she looked reluctant in doing so but after a few seconds she did.

her head was resting on my shoulder, i had my arm around her. she held my forearm. she was silent, waiting for me to talk first.

y/n: minju...

she couldnt look at me in the eyes, staring at my hands as she held one of them, playing with my fingers.

y/n: i have something to tell you.

minju still couldnt look at me in the eyes. i held my hand on her chin and lifted her chin up to look at me. she looked nervous.

y/n: why are you nervous?

she was hesitant in answering.

i held her thigh, massaging it to loosen her tension.

minju: are you going to...

y/n: going to what?

minju: to- to break up with me?

i realised her train of thought and what she thought was going to happen.

i chuckled a little, because of how cute she looked because of overthinking.

minju (annoyed): why are you laughing?

i smiled and caressed her cheek.

y/n: i would never break your heart. (kissed her forehead) you know i never will.

minju sighed in relief. her body was less tense.

minju: then what is it that you want to talk about?

y/n: i talked to eunbi last night, before we fell asleep.

minju listened carefully

y/n: she said how lucky i was to have you in my life. but then last night, she made me feel a way that we havent got to experience yet.

y/n: after all the things ive done with others, we havent spend that much time together...

minju stared to frown.

y/n: im- im just scared i'll lose you because of all the things you let me do.

minju moved away from my shoulder and layed her ear to my chest.

there was silence for a while before she replied.

minju: the reason behind why i let you do those things... could- could affect our relationship...

y/n: we've done a lot of things, and theres nothing i could possibly think of that could ruin this thing we have.

minju: i-

i what?

minju: i- i like it when you do it to others...

what?

she hid under the blankets in embarrassment.

i was confused still, i tried to take the blankets off her but she wouldnt budge.

minju: stop!

y/n: why?

minju: i- im disgusting!

y/n: what do you mean?

minju: i get turned on by seeing my own boyfriend with other girls!

woah.