We were all getting ready, all of us in the trap house. Although Aaron and Corey weren't there because of their tour, Jake, Sam and Colby were.
"Goodnight, Fire," Sam said. "Goodnight." "Goodnight, Fire," said Jake. "Goodnight." "Goodnight, Fire," said Colby. "Night."
They didn't tell me anything about there being a storm. I wish they did, or they could've at least told me it would be a thunder storm. I would've rushed to Colby's room long before it ever started.
I looked out my window, nothing. Maybe I could buy some time by watching TV before I have to hug my stuffed spider and hide under my blanket.
I wrote a little bit, all I wrote though were my thoughts. In a book that no one should know about. It sat on my desk, it was a black book.
Then I heard it. Thunder. And a strike of lightning. I screamed and hid under my covers. I cried. I hugged my spider.
"Fire! Are you okay?" Colby asked, rubbing into my room. I didn't answer him, I just cried. He came over to me and hugged me, and cuddled me for that matter.
He didn't stop until I was calmed down. "You're okay, I promise I won't let anything hurt you," he cooed. He kissed my forehead and rubbed circles on my back.
He looked over on my desk and picked up the black book, the one I wrote my thoughts in.
I'm terrified.
I wish Colby were here, he makes me feel the safest.
I love Colby.
I have feelings for Colby.
Please help me Colby.
"These are your thoughts?" Colby asked with a red face. I nod, embarrassed. "That's adorable," he said, giving me a kiss. We kissed for a minute before he asked me, "Fire, will you be my girlfriend?" I nod. "He'll yeah," I say.
It was a good night.
I sang with my friend Erika in front of a full church today. :) Just thought I'd share. You can skip over this if you'd like. But yeah. I faced my fear.
