Some Secrets Are Meant To Be Kept (my steve saga fanfiction)

{chapter 16- tears of an angel}

Rainbow Steve's p.o.v
I was still surrounded by darkness I contiue to look at the surrounding darkness am I dead i think to my self does this mean I'll never see blue steve agian I then here the voice of my lover a small smile forms on my lips but then realize "Rainbow steve" he says agian I cry knowing it's not real I must be dead (play song at top here italic rainbow steve bold blue steve italic bold both)

"Cover my eyes
Cover my ears
Tell me these words are a lie
It can't be true
That I'm losing you
The sun cannot fall from the sky"

"Can you hear heaven cry
The tears of an angel
The tears of an angel
The tears of an angel
The tears of an angel"

"Stop every clock
Stars are in shock
The river would run to the sea
I won't let you fly
I won't say goodbye
I won't let you slip away from me"

"Can you hear heaven cry
The tears of an angel
The tears of an angel
The tears of an angel
The tears of an angel"

"So hold on
Be strong
Everyday hope will grow

I'm here, don't you fear

Little one don't let go
(Oh)"
"Don't let go
(Oh)
Don't let go
(Oh)"

"Cover my eyes
Cover my ears
Tell me these words are a lie"

After that entire song I look in front of me and see blue steve I run up to him but it's like he's just thin air I frown "Rainbow" he says I look up to listen to what he has to say "remember I'm always here for you in never gonna leave you I'm not saying goodbye to you and I never will I love just know you'll get out of here me and the others will get u out love i promise and that's a promise I can keep he kisses the top of my head and slowly fades away I cry and drop to my knees I may never get to see blue steve agian or sabre or light steve my brother or purple steve or green steve or Lucas I cry my self to sleep that night in this dark black void I'm stuck in i hope blue steve and the others can get me outta here.
Blue Steve's p.o.v

I was still breaking Slowly ever since the my lover disappeared I cry myself to sleep at night I don't eat anymore I don't converse with anyone I don't do anything but cry I am alone in the woods right now I had my bag over my shoulder
I stop in a small clearing the forest and sit down up against a tree I reach in my bag and surprisingly still have the knife I had originally had I roll my light blue sleeve up press it against my arm and drag it up and see it start to bleed I was still crying I cut some more and I find a small pond and clean the knife and put it away and wash my arms and ankle off I sniffle and walk out of the woods and find my way back to our camp i had tear stains all down my face and some blood stains on my jacket sleeve I hide them and walk back into my tent the one that rainbow and I slept in the blankets still had his smell I smile It immedently fades away I just walk outside and sit up against a tree with my head in my knees the others try to make me eat they try to help but it never works there a piece of me missing ever since rainbow was taken I mean I have all my friends but nothing can fill the hole in my chest when he got taken away from I was thinking why not just jump off the mountain and get rid of the pain I get up go to the edge and sit and looked at what could be my death a tear rolls down my face the others weren't here right now so if I do this I need to do it now each step I get closer to the edge i was about to jump until someone grabbed me and pinned me to the ground it was the one face I missed so much rainbow.

(Ima explain how he is back in the next chapter)