Some Secrets Are Meant To Be Kept (my steve saga fanfiction)

{chapter 22 - explanation and introduction }

Sabre's p.o.v
I wake up in one of the tents and rub my head I have a bad migraine  "fuck" i whisper "Sabre" I hear a female voice say I see miki "are you okay" she ask worry on her face "y-yeah what happened? " I ask "you turned into something else and tried to kill nightmare" as I hear that sentence come from her mouth my eyes go wide I start to panic he hasn't came out in forever how....how is THIS POSSIBLE I thought I got rid of him thought I could control it "SABRE" I hear a voice scream I see miki worried "h-he's back" "who" she ask concern in her eyes she needs to know they all do "go get the others you all need to know".  She comes back with them"sabre are you okay " rainbow ask worried I nod "but you Guys need to know something" they all look worried "so what you saw put there when I tried to kill nightmare was my other side another part of me I thought I could control his name is shadow" "okay so when I was a kid before I met u guys if someone hurt me or threatened me he would come out and once when Lucas was gone he came out that night he was gone I decided it was the perfect time to try and get control so, what happened is I summoned him beside me and did a special ritual to lock him away inside me forever it had a 99% chance of of never failing and I guess that one percent of it failing I guess he found a way to get him self out and now if i feel dangered he will always come out he may even do it randomly just to fuck with me" (Not in a bad way) "oh my god" rainbow says scared "Hey hey" i say "I won't let him hurt any of you I promise" they all nod I can't believe that spell failed it should have worked I wonder why it didn't.

*time skip*
I wake up this morning feeling different  not a good different a bad different I get up and go outside its colder than it normally would be chills go down my spine and i then hear a voice "Ah sabre" I hear shadow talk to me "what do you want" I reply "and how the hell did you even get out" "hehe that's for me to know and you to not find out" "and what I want is to meet those lovely friends of yours and if you won't allow me I'll just do it forcefully" "No I wont allow you to do that" I hear him growl I then feel as if I'm looking control I then start to he is controlling me shit!
I then feel him start to make me talk "guys" he makes me say "yeah"  they all answer as there around the fire "I'm shadow sabre's other side he said I could meet you guys" I get my control back and then change into him FUCK NO NO they all stare as I change into the demon of shadow I can still see and hear everything "why hello friends of sabre" I hear him say they all look scared "what do you want" I hear rainbow ask "oh nothing specific just wanted to me you guys I guess haha" he laughs "so miki your the one he loves" I see him walk over to her and touch her face his thumb skimming her cheek I try to take control but I can't I see the look of terror on her face tears brimming in her eyes she backs away into rainbow for safety he chuckles and I feel his eyes get red he smirks "your lucky I don't kill all of you right now haha welp ima go bye guysss" I hear him say creepily I then get control and see them "guys I'm s-sorry" I say then passing out and seeing darkness surround my body .....

(Woohoooo I got a chapter up yayayayayay love u guys and I'm sorry for the slow updates I'll try to get another chap out soon rn I've gotta get to my next class byeeeeee)