God, what should I do now? I shouldn't have come out! I close my eyes and tilt my head back. It's extremaly cold here. I open my eyes and notice known figure with two tall guys a bit far away from me. Oh Zayn.
I can't decide whether go to him for help or pretend like I see him for the first time. I can stand coldness but am afraid of being alone in the darkness. At last, I stand up, shake out the dress and start walking to him slowly. My heart beats rapidly, I'm ashamed of going to him. When I get close, one of his friends notices me who could see me, Zayn stands with his back to me.
"Z-zayn.." My voice is hoarse so it sounds like wauling. I hem to clear my throat, at the same time Zayn turns. He looks at me with cold and bored gaze. I feel bad and decide to run away from him as far as I can, when the cold breeze makes me shiver again.
Three males are staring at me. I can read the interest in two of them through me, but Zayn's looking at me with tired gaze. I blush red when one of his friends bites on the low lip, looking at my breast. I tried to dress up a bit provocative, but think I overdid it. I shrug uncomfortably, Zayn notices this and follows my gaze. After meeting his friends' faces, he rolls his eyes, grabs my arm and takes me away from that place to dark one.
"What do you want?" He asks me with cold voice.
"I-I need your help, p-please." I barely gather words to say.
"For what?" He looks at me with humiliating gaze. "Hurry up, I gotta go."
"C-can you please help me to get in?"
"If you didn't have a ticket so why did you come?" He rolls his eyes.
"I do have it!" I say with anger.
"Then go and show it!" Now I roll eyes.
"I don't have it with me, my friend does! And this guard saw me how I entered, I couldn't breathe and went out, now he's not letting me in!"
"So what can I do?! The rule is rule, but we can go to my flat and.." His eyes light up.
"God!" I sigh with annoyance. "And who do you think I am?" I ask him with high tone. "Don't try and get close to me ever!" Blood rushes to my head, but he only smirks.
"And who, who you are? Just remind me your name?"
"Annab.." I start saying but stop after understanding that he's laughing at me. I feel the anger rise into me, but he's just standing here, only smirking and playing with my naivety. I want to slap him right in the face but he may get so huffed that I'm afraid he'll hurt me. I'm so weak! Zayn's every single behavour makes me sure in it everyday.
"You are bastard!" Words are said itself, I don't know how did I dear this. The expression on Zayn's face changes at once, that gets me frightened and I retreat.
"Listen, Barbie!" He growls and puts me against the wall. "I meet millions of girls like you, so don't think you're special one and learn how to talk to me!" He's glowering at me, that scares me more. I push him but he gets closer, I whine and feel his warm lips against my skin on the neck.
"Y-you don't have any right to be with me for one day and betray me with Martina on another!" I say to him upset. He looks into my eyes and meets my murderer gaze. Suddenly, he throws his head back and bursts out laughing. I'm fighting with myself, not to cry before him. When I can't keep my tears I run away from him, leaving his laugh behind me. When I get far from him, I lean against the wall and start crying heart out.
I'm nonentity and this is why Zayn is conducting me like this! His behavour brought me to self-flagellation. I slide down. I don't want to see anyone, or even go to school. I just want to lock myself in the bedroom and don't go out from there ever. I'm going to be in depression.. It's not right but I can't help myself. I bring my legs to my chest, sobs leaving my lips.
"Annabelle?" I hear familiar voice but don't rise head up. I want to be alone. "Hey, Annabelle." He's not leaving me. I rise my head up and meet green eyes. "What are you doing here?" He asks me worried and kneels. I shake my head and don't answer him. "Annabelle, what are you doing here alone?" Harry repeats his question with frown.
"I came at the c-concert with m-my friend and.." I wipe tears and sigh to calm down a bit. "I wanted to breathe fresh air, I got sick by this amount of people and went out, now the guard isn't letting me in, I don't have a ticket with me 'cause my friend have it inside." I explain him the situation but don't say a word about Zayn because they don't have a good relationship and I'm not tottaly surprised why not?! Harry smiles warmly.
"And are you crying for that like this? Stand up!" He gives me a hand to get up. "Come with me." He says to me warmly and I follow him like a lost puppy. The guard rolls his eyes after seeing me, as we get to him. "She's with me." Harry snarls at him when the guard looks at me. I look back at him and then follow Harry inside.
"If you want I'll be with you." He scratches his nap.
"No, I'll find my friend." I smile at him and start looking for Niall. When I find him I turn to Harry and say "Thank you."
"You're welcome." He smiles too and dimples appear on his cheeks. I laugh, say good-bye to him and follow Niall in the crowd.
"Where have you been for so long?" He asks me in a loud voice.
"The guard wasn't letting me in." I shout back at him. He nods and takes his attention to the stage again.
I smile and look alongside. My breath holds when I see Zayn looking at me. I glance at him, he rolls his eyes and looks away, I do the same. I think our relationship, if we can name it a relationship, is finally over.
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Secret (1969)
Fanfic"When it was dark, you always carried the sun in your hand for me." _____________________________ The story includes dirty scenes and if you don't love this kind of stories then don't read.
