God! She liked the song!!!!! Aghhhhh that makes me so happy. Her support on my music is so motivating and just... god! ☺️ the new version sounds awesome.
Last night I uploaded a video from the gig to my YouTube and then I uploaded a cover of a song called She by We The Kings which is set to go up at 9pm tonight. The video is just a really obnoxiously clear video of me singing the song on a green screen that I changed to white... my hair is a problem when it comes to green screening😂 but 1. It's going white in a couple of weeks and 2. I can just wear a hat.
Anyway... I'm desperately scrambling to put both Mumble and Dopamine together and getting the videos done... I'm either going to build a rig or just get Lucy to very carefully walk next to me. I'm going to start in the field where I used to live, lying down and then I'll stand up and start walking and we will try to keep an exact distance apart for the entire video and then I'll just walk around town singing the song over and over and splicing the clips... As for Mumble; when I get the new lens, I'll play around with the green screen some more and have some drums on there and stuff...
I've been wearing B's shirt all night and I can still smell her... unfortunately it's not very strong but it is the same smell I got waking up next to her and it's so relaxing right now... reminds me of when we were together on that weekend that I stayed at hers and I remember waking up really early and seeing her laying there. Not sure if she was awake, I sat up slightly and brushed the hair out of her face and then put my arm round her and over her stomach and just started gently stroking her belly... I whispered goodmorning gorgeous, I love you... and she kinda hazily whispered back I love you too but I don't know if she was properly awake... I kissed her neck and that's when she rolled over to look at me... we just lay there for a moment staring at each other... I liked that... I loved every second I spent with her and every second I will come to spend with her...
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She's got a lot going on this week by the sounds of things but if she's free on the weekend, that's definitely an option. I'm glad she's doing so much to take her mind off of things and just have a nice time! It's good for her and I'm trying to do the same and work on myself. I've never been very good at it but I'm doing the best I can ☺️ anyway... this weekend... If not, there's always next week or the week after or the week after etc etc but my first YOS meeting is on the 6th. That's good though. Once they start I can just keep looking towards the next one and knowing that I'm a step closer to being better at coping and dealing with my issues and being healthier and on top of all of that... I'm a step closer to my bby... every single day!
So I'm going to get to planning this day for her... she has no idea what's coming but yeah no one will be at the bench!
I just need her to give me her best bet as each day comes as to when she'll be free and I'll jump on it 💜☺️ As for the rest of my day? Eh... I'll probably just slap a new video together quickly for tomorrow and work on the music for Dopamine and Mumble.
