Moving On?

Just love me

Ryan POV
I open my eyes and stretch out my body to realize that my head is killing me. That's the thing about getting drunk them headaches hurt. I check the side of the bed to see what time it is and it's 10:00am. I also see some Tylenol and water so I take them.

I head to the bathroom to take a shower and use the toilet. As I'm in the shower I'm starting to remember what happened last night and I freeze.

I told Keith I love him.

The thing is I don't remember what he said back. When I see him it's going to be really awkward because I don't know what to say. I guess I just go with the flow.

I exit the shower and brush my teeth then wash my face. I head to the closet to put on some clothes.

After I'm done I exit the room and go the kitchen to find some food and I see it's a plate sitting there for me. As I eat I get on my phone and check my social media.

I look around the house and it's quiet except for the music coming from downstairs. I'm pretty sure Keith is working out right now but I don't want to see him because I'm nervous. I miss him tho so I think I should go speak.

When I'm done with my food I put my dishes in the dishwasher then I head downstairs. His music blasting down here. I look over and see him doing some weird workout. I don't if I should say anything because he in his zone right now so I'll wait until he's finished.

Eventually he's done with the workout so I go over to speak.

"Hey baby," I say smiling but quietly.

He look over at me and smile then comes up to me.

"Wassup lil mama," He say.

" Oh nothing just I got a hangover," I say shrugging my shoulders.

" I know you were hella drunk last night," He say laughing.

I laugh a lil bit then stop because I know what I said. He notices then stop laughing and look over at me.

" What's wrong," He say concerned.

" Did I say anything last night I don't remember all of it," I say to see if he'll tell the truth about what I said.

He thought for a second before smiling real hard at me.

" You did say one thing," he say still smiling.

"Which was...." I say motioning for him to continue.

"You sure you don't remember..." He say trying to get me to tell.

" I'm very sure," I say shaking my head yes.

He walk up to me and get real close.

" Hmmm... Are you sure," He say looking at me in my eyes but I look away.

"Keith just tell me what I said," I say bagging up a lil bit.

He know he playing games with me right now because he wants me to admit to what I said.

" No Ryan just tell me what you said," he say closing the space in between us again.

I shake my head no then he shake his head yes.

" I don't wanna say it," I say shaking my head.

He furrowed his eyebrows then stepped back.

" So it was just the liquor talking then," He say clenching his jaw.

I don't want him to think that it was the liquor because it wasn't it was all me.

" No but I'm scared," I say looking down.