Baby❤️
I'm coming baby girl
12:00pm
I text Skies okay and put my phone down. He asks if I want him to pick me up for lunch, I said yes of course. I feel my eyes get heavy, I'm so tired, well I always am but today I'm more tired than usual. I look at the clock, 12:02. Ugh. Why time go by so slow when you want something? I hate time, who the fuck even invented that shit anyway?
"You going to lunch with Skies?" Jay asks me.
"Yeah, he's coming to pick me up, you wanna come?" I ask him.
"I'm broke," he answers, I laugh at his response.
"A gangbanger, broke? That's crazy," I say.
"Man shut up," he answers, then his attention is diverted to some hoe. Of course.
I lay my head on the desk and just listen to the class. Why they gotta be so loud? I can feel a headache coming. Thank God Jamaal isn't here, he would've made it worse. Plus we have a sub today, again, I truly believe our teacher quit.
"I don't believe it."
"Yeah I know, I couldn't believe it when she told me."
Who they talking about? Who's even talking?
"I think it's plastic surgery, birth control don't do that to you, I mean have you seen Malayah?"
I lift my head up so I can listen better.
"Yeah, she use to be skinny, what happened?"
How the fuck they know that?
"Birth control girl."
"How you know that?"
"Tessa, she tells everybody business."
Damn it Tessa! But what can I say, that's my best friend.
"You know she with Skies?"
"Who?"
"Malayah, but Tessa wants-,"
I can't take this anymore. I can feel my breathe speeding up. Who the fuck is talking shit?
"Yo sis, you good?" I hear Jay ask me. No.
"Yeah," I lie. I stand up and look around. Who the fuck is talking shit?
"You think she heard us?"
"Yes I did hear you, now who the fuck is talking?" I snap. I'm tired of people talking, like speak your peace and if you get beat the fuck up, then oh fucking well.
I look around the class, everybody is quiet.
"Don't stop now, who the fuck was talking about me and my best friend?" I ask.
"That's not your best friend Malayah," I snap my head to the voice.
I don't know who the fuck she is. I have a few classes with her but I rarely ever acknowledge her.
"Oh really? And what makes you say that?" I ask, stepping towards her. I'm tired of the whispering and the lies and the secrets. For awhile Tessa has been distant and being secretive as hell. Do they know something I don't?
"Because Layah, she told me," Madison stands up behind the girl.
"Told you what?" I ask, trying to calm my nerves down.
"Okay calm down girls," the sub says to us but I don't listen.
"She told you what Madi?" I ask. She just looks at me all nervous and shit, then bell rings and everybody snaps back into reality.
