My eyes flicker as I wake up. The blinding light in the room made me groan and shut my eyes. Then I feel it. Pain. My whole body ached with it.
"She's awake!" I here someone shout.
I hear a bunch of footsteps crowd the room and feel loads of eyes watching me. I open my eyes fully and let them adjust to the blinding room.
"Ugh" I groan from the pain.
I sit up fully and look around. Everyone from the traphouse was looking at me. Brennen was right by my side.
"Hey, hey, hey. Lay back down, sitting is too painful" Brennen caresses my face. I lay back down and the memories start to rush back to my brain.
"What happened to Jason?" I whisper.
"Don't know. But all that matters is that you're okay. Get some more rest if you can" Brennen says standing up.
I look up at the ceiling. And think. Why did I choose Jason. Out of all people. Why didn't I just choose the one I've always loved. But I couldn't. He would never love me. Plus he's my brothers best friend. Colby could never love me the way I love him. But why did I push him out with Jason. I was stupid. I got myself into this situation. My eyes start to water up. I accidentally let a single tear fall from my left eye.
"Don't cry" I hear Colby's raspy voice say.
I look over at him and notice he's the only one in the room.
"Of all people, I choose him, why do I have to be so stupid" I cry more.
"You aren't stupid y/n" Colby wipes my tears away.
"I only did it to distract myself, I ended up loving him and it worked until the incident. Now all that pain and love is just coming back" i confess and cry harder.
Colby looks at me with saddened eyes. He rested his hand on mine.
"I don't know who you are talking about, but I'm sure they will love you" you said. The words came out meaningful but his face couldn't hide the slight regret in saying it.
"Thanks but, I cant love him and he won't love me" I say looking at the ceiling again.
"Who?" Colby questions me.
My heart race increased, i started to sweat, and my mind starting to go haywire.
"I can't tell you" I say hoping he'll drop it.
"Why" he asked looking sadder.
"Because it's you" I say barely audible but loud enough for him to hear.
Colby looked at me shocked. I turned my head away from him not wanting to look at him.
"Me?" He questioned even though he heard it. I nod my head. I felt a hand on my face pulling it into his view.
"That's good to know" he whispered.
Colby leaned in pressing his lips to mine. His lips were soft and plump and they moved in sync with mine. He pulled away and looked at me with loving eyes.
"I love you y/n" Colby says.
"I love you too" I smile at him.
"We'll worry about Brennen later" Colby laughs. I laugh along with him knowing that he was the right one all along.
