Tom Holland Adopted Me

CHAPTER 10

ITS ABOUT TO GO D O W N!!

One week later...

Sophia's POV
"I'm gonna miss you!" I say hugging Tilly,in just 1 week we'd become best friends! She was awesome amazing and Funny. I almost wanted to cry when the car drove away! But I was promised weekly visits with her plus Dad agreed to homeschool her the rest of the school year! "Now are you ready to go?" Dad asked he seemed Sad,really really sad. But then again Tilly was one of a kind and we both grew to love her SO MUCH!! I got in the Car and Dad began to drive. "Where are we going?" I ask with a yawn. "Just go to sleep love." He say giving my shoulder a reassuring squeeze, "we have a long ride ahead of us." He says his voice cracking towards the end. "Dad what's wrong?" I ask him. "Nothing darling just rest." He says. I just nod and lean my head against the cold window eventually falling asleep.

Toms POV
I looked over at her, I really didn't want to do it but I didn't have a choice,but I had a plan. I wiped the tear that was rolling down my cheek. God she was so precious,I loved her more than anything,and I hated myself for what I was about to do,I can't even bare to imagine what she's gonna think! Gosh I'm so stupid! I can't believe what I was doing I wanted to believe it was a dream,but the feeling of more warm tears rolling down my cheek told me this was the sad ugly reality.

3rd person POV
They'd finally arrived, Tom stopped in front of the building,the Orphanage! He hated himself and everything that made him do this! He hated his Job,he hated his Manager but he Hated himself the most! He hesitantly picked up the small girl and slowly entered the building. He felt sick,just his own shadow made him sick, what kind of person was he! He placed her on the cushioned bench and placed his jacket over her.

"Please Ma'am can't I just re-adopt her!" He pled. "Not right now,you'll have to Wait 3 days for us to put her back into the system and 2 weeks before your allowed to adopt again." The lady says opening the file with the copy of the adoption papers. "But you don't understand this wasn't my choice,it was a contract I had to adopt for publicity,but when my manager found out that most my fans didn't even know,he told me give her up, or else it was jail,so can't I just re-adopt her?" He pleads tears streaming down his cheeks,he was a mess he was sweating and stumbled with his words,his hair was everywhere due to his constant pulling on it. "What about your contract sir!" The lady says with much attitude,he didn't blame her,he'd do the same thing. "But if I re-adopt her it not for any contract,and my manager wouldn't be able to tell me what I could do with her." He says. The lady then smiles, "You really do love her huh?" "More than anything!" He say looking back at her on the couch still sound asleep. "Come back in 6 days and I'll have her ready." She says sliding him back the papers. "Thank you, Thank you so much!" He yells a little to loud. "Dad where..." Sophia says rubbing her eyes sitting up,realizing her surroundings. "Sophia darling lis..." "No no no,please don't do this,w-what did I do?! Whatever it is I'm sorry. P-please I'm sorry! Please don't send me back!" She cries begging him! "Sophia darling..." but he was cut off by a kid. "Don't even bother!" The boy says with a disgusted look,wrapping his arms around Sophia and walking with her down the hall.

Tom got into his car throwing everything down onto the passengers seat. He smacked his hand on the steering wheel multiple times yelling at him self calling himself every disgusting word he could thing of,he was a bawling mess. He stopped hitting the steering wheel and through his head into his hands his fingers naturally tugged at his hair,his nails digging into his scalp. He hated himself even more now if that was even possible! He wanted somebody to just scream at him for everything he did! He wanted someone to run him over a thousand times,but mostly he wanted to hold Sophia in his arms and tell her how sorry he was and how much he loved her!

Sophia cried into Luke's chest. She couldn't believe it,What had she done? She wanted to apologize a thousand times, she wanted to hit him,she wanted to hug him,she wanted to know why,why,why,why would he? How could he? What was it? Why'd he lie to her? Why'd he constantly lie? He didn't love her,this wasn't love,this was hate! What made him hate her! So many things ran through her head as she cried! She thought herself a fool for ever thinking she could be loved! This was her fault and nothing but her fault. How could anyone love someone who's own parents couldn't even love them enough to keep them.

Tom got home where he was met with an unexpected guest. His brother Sam. "Hey Tom I.... what's wrong?" He ask reaching his brothers drivers side window. Tom just Buried his head in his arm and steering wheel using the other hand to hand him the letter from one of his managers. "Oh Tom I'm so sorry!" He says. Tom snapped his head towards his younger brother. "Don't apologize to me! I don't deserve sympathy! Look what I did! Don't apologize! Scream at me! Tell me how wrong and dumb I am! Tell me that I'm a horrible person! Tell me to go to hell! Tell me I don't even deserve death that I deserve worse!" He attempts to yell but it comes out in a raspy voice. "Tom, you didn't have a choice. But can't you get her back?" He ask. Sam loved the little girl just as much as Tom did he couldn't imagine what his life would be like without her. If Tom couldn't get her back,then there was no manager to stop him from doing it! "Y-Yes but I have to wait 6 days." Tom says. Sam opens the car door and letting Tom get out. Once Toms fully out Sam wraps his arms around him.  Tom breaks down once again! "Shh shh!" Sam says rubbing his hand over Toms messy hair,it helped that Tom was shorter than him. "I'm sorry!" Tom says still crying.

"I'm sorry..."

Warning the next few chapters are Short chapters.