Suicidal

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People joke about it all the time
But these thoughts are no joke when it comes to mine.
I feel like a soul lost in a sea of despair
I have scars and cracks beyond repair.

My thoughts all say I need to leave
They strangle my mind till I truly can't breath.
Telling me to take my life away.
And it's getting to the point where I really don't want to stay.

I scream in anguish but no one hears me
I yell for help but no one sees me
I scratch and claw at the voices inside me
But their words become concrete, they all despise me.

I have lost my voice I have lost my fight
I have lost my will I have lost my sight
I have lost my love I have lost my soul
I have lost all that used to make me whole.

I bare a great weight;
Waiting for the day I buckle and break.
To the point where this weight I can no longer take,
To the moment when my life is gone and no longer at stake.

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