Hey Mr. Policeman [Jeon Jungkook ff]

Losing control

Your pov

I was peacfully sleeping in my bed.
Well actually I didn't sleep well. I had and still have a bad headache and my relationship is drving me crazy.

Yes I do love Devine,but I couldn't say that he loves me too.

He just loved himself and his drugs.And the girls he cheated on me.

I often wanted to break up with him and I once even did.But he is really good at manipulating people.

He really made me belive him again. Giving him a second chance, my trust.

Everything I got.

I got brainwashed over and over again.

Sometimes I feel like I'm trapped. Like, I just can't escape my destiny.I often had the faith that everything would change.

That it would be diffrent.

But this guy will never change.

And the bad part is,he changed me.My whole life is going up and down,just because of him.

Of one damm Person.

I slowly stood up to wash myself.

As I finished, I brushed my teeth quickly and went into my kichten to see what I could eat for breakfast today.

And I decided to make myself this:

I really loved to experiment with food and what I could do with it.

I sat down and put my phone on the table.I put some orange juice in my glass and started to eat.

I had to check some things on my phone so I took it in my hand and turned it on.

The next thing I saw on the screen were missed calls and messages from Devine.

Oh No.This will not end well.

And this is what he texted me: