Jaden Has a Stroke. (DISCONTINUED)

Doubt.

He was lost, and he knew it. He's been stuck in this cold unforgiving place for about a month it seemed. It felt like his friends the only people who truly saw him as friends, had left him. It was cold, dark, and seemed like long forests that continue, but had no end to them selfs.

It was Jaden, and he was trapped. He was trapped inside his own doubts. The endless feeling that always crep back inside his fragile mind. That they, didn't love you. Jaden had always tried to ignore it. He had, He truly had, he wanted to, he wanted to so badly, but he was overwhelmed with the sudden feeling.

That Crybaby, the person who had basically raised him, instead of his own parents. Didn't love him. His mind played tricks on him with Cry's own words. Time, and time again. Cry would say that he himself couldn't feel emotion. Jaden knew, that was only a part. The other being, I cannot feel emotion in a relationship, instead only in a friend or family way. For Jaden, he was seen as family. He knew that, because well.

He was constantly reminded. That Himedere, Crybaby, Eli, Peach, even Cat, everyone has indeed loved him. They didn't leave him. He didn't had to be stuck in this endless torment. He stared off into the darkness, his body shaking with the overwhelming thoughts inside his head, and he became to calm. There was nothing to worry about.

Soon, the darkness that was inside his broken, fragile, lovely mind, began to brighten up. He started to smile slowly, and shut his tired eyes. He was ready to go home. He was ready to face them again. All his fears. He could do this. Nothing was holding him back but himself.

Jaden had woken up, to the repeated sound of a slow, but growing dangerously fast beeping of his heart. His eyes quickly opened up, they felt dull, and heavy. The room was mostly white, definitely small, and he knew he was inside a hospital. Crybaby and Himedere sat outside, worried for their friend. Cry may of been the most devastated, but with the faces he made. You honestly couldn't tell what was going on inside that mind. While Hime, did show she was very, very not ok if she lost Jaden. Cry felt dread, guilt, everything he could of done. To be there, to help, he could of saved Jaden. He could of, but just stood there, his body was frozen in place. As he watched the car hit Jaden.

It was a beautiful day outside, birds where happily singing to the arrival of Spring, the flowers had began to blossom. Cry and Jaden where planting flowers, Cry thought some helpful facts as Jaden, never has planted flowers at his own home before. They where all having fun, that was until. Jaden's dog, began barking. In front of the house. It took him a moment to realize, she had broken out as they always taken her to the backyard. Jaden and Cry had ran after her, until well, their worst nightmare began. She had ran across the road. Jaden went after her, trying to call her over. Crybaby's eyes, had widen for once. In worry, and panic, he wanted to fallow them. He couldn't, he just couldn't. He felt cold, as he watched Jaden get hit. The moment he realized that Jaden. Unlike Cry himself and Himedere, could indeed die.

The doctors had let Himedere in first, because she looked like the most worried, but she wasn't the person who had met Jaden the first time. That was Crybaby. They has met in a forest, well more of a facility. Cry had gone there in hope of seeing his wife, HonEy. When he gone, and had checked out some of the place. He was of course disappointed that he didn't find her, but he found something possibly more important to his life. Jaden at the time, was much more small, and weak. Jaden was young, and wanted adventure. The creatures there where interesting, something he's never seen before. Yet, when he met Crybaby. They had a lot of fun messing around the place. Even if demons where chasing them sometimes, they still had a smile on their faces because they knew. Everything would be ok in the end.

Himedere was happy of course he awakened, but as soon as Cry heard he was he pushed all the doctors out of they way. Jaden was adjusting to the light, and his hearing. It wasn't as good as was for the first few seconds, because he hadn't used them in a while. Cry almost tackled him off the bed, into a gently hug. It was surprising seeing Cry where something else than black and white. It was a soft, thin, blue jacket. A jacket, Jaden had bought him. Something started coming out of Cry's eyes, was it? It was tears. Crybaby was crying. Something surprisingly he never did, or at least not in front of them. Jaden felt his eyes started to water again. Himedere had walked over.

Jaden knew
That Whatever was
Thrown at them
They would
He would
Be okay
Everything
Would
Be Ok.