i'm falling for you » ethma

chapter 9 » what?!

-james's pov-

While running towards Grayson,I was thinking only 1 thing.Gray,please don't like Emma in that way.Oh well..guess gotta find out.He was just about to leave but my yelling stopped him:

''GRAYSON!''

''What do you want James?!'' He replied quite angrily

''What the hell is wrong with you?! '' I was starting to get mad at this point.

''Nothing. '' Grayson said quietly ''Leave me alone''

Leave him alone,I thought to myself? No,that's the worst thing I could do right now.

''No Grayson. Get out of that car and get your crusty ass over here so that we can talk ''

Grayson sighed and got out of the car.His face was sweating profusely,anger filling his eyes.

Anger and....

sadness.

''Tell me what's wrong,Gray'' I tried to sound as comforting as possible.

''Nothing is wrong I..I just.. '' He tried to continue,but almost fell on the ground.I was getting more and more worried with each passing second.

,,Oh my god! '' I said helping him lean on the front of his car,making sure he wont fall. 

''Grayson are you drunk? '' I asked

''Wha..? Drunk? No had barely anything to drink '' He didn't convince me and I gave him the look.

''Okay yeah I am drunk as fuck''

''But why Gray? You normally drink only if you're very upset.Something must be very wrong then'' 

''James..I ..I need to talk to you'' He blurted out ,,I think..I think I like Emma.. ''

Holy shit. This can't be a prank. Remember yall, drunk words are sober thoughts.

''Holy shit Grayson. ''

''I know I'm an asshole and I'm just better off dead'' Grayson said trying to get into his car again,but I held onto his arm and made him come inside my house.Wouldn't be a problem,since everybody else is outside and we can talk. 

-grayson's pov-

After 10 painful minutes of James dragging me in his house he finally managed to convince me to get inside. Fuck,I shouldn't have said that.Now he is going to ask me all about it and he probably wont stop. I can't talk to him about my feelings for Emma.I can't even accept them as they are myself! How am I supposed to talk about them ?! My thoughts were quickly interrupted by James' voice.

''Grayson. Since when do you like Emma? ''

I stayed silent. Maybe if I stay silent he'll stop asking me questions.

''GRAYSON. I asked you something. ''

This motherfucker just doesn't stop does he? 

,,GRAYSON DOLAN,ASNWER ME IMMEDIATELY! DO YOU KNOW HOW MANY PROBLEMS COULD THIS CAUSE ?! '' Jaems sounded mad.Like,really mad. 

I snapped.

,,GOD DAMN IT JAMES! DO YOU THINK I DON'T KNOW THAT? CAN YOU STOP MAKING THIS HARDER FOR ME THAN IT ALREADY IS ?! ''

As soon as I said that,I felt a hot little tear escape my eye. Then another one.Then another one until I was a crying drunk mess.

-james' pov-