- emma's pov-
While driving home,I was still surrounded by my thoughts. Most of them were,you guessed it,Ethan Dolan.
I don't know exactly why, but I often caught myself thinking of him and smiling like I'm high on coke and that kinda scared me.The last thing I wanted was to catch feelings for someone. and it would just be 10 times worse if it was someone like Ethan.He's not a bad guy, I'm not saying that, but he could literally have any girl in LA and that gives me anxiety and I immediately feel very insecure.
I decided to take some time off and have a relaxing evening.When I got home,I went straight to my bathroom and had a hot and relaxing shower. I even put on a face mask.I was doing anything and everything to get him out of my head but I couldn't. I just couldn't.I think I replayed the moment he smiled at me earlier today in my head atleast 100 times.
,,Nope,that's it.. I really shouldn't fall for him.I need to distance myself. '' I thought to myself.
I went on Instagram to block him,but right when I was about to press the button,I got a text from an unknown number.
unknown number: hey stranger :)
me: hi?
unknown number: how are you doing?
me: im ok i guess but um do i know you??
I was really confused as to why would a random person text me out of the blue and ask me how am I doing and stuff,but whatever.
unknown number: ohh emmo :( you already forgot me
Ah fuck.It's Ethan.I suck at flirting so my best attempt at it is always being mean and sarcastic af.
me: yeah you were pretty boring if i do say so myself
unknown number: well i certainly didn't think the same about you emmo
me: yeah yeah whatever dolan
unknown number: alright then CHAMBERLAIN, you wanna talk like that huh?
me: who said i wanted to talk to you ew
As soon as I sent that I realized that it was a bit too rude and I should probably do something about it.So,I quickly corrected myself by saying:
me: jk jk
unknown number: you really hurt my feelings there emmo :(
me: im sorryyyy
unknown number: *is sending a gif*
He sent me a gif of elmo on fire. I chuckled to myself and sent him a picture of Flashback Mary.
unknown number: HOLY FUCK IM SCARED YOU REALLY WANT ME DEAD DON'T YOU EMMO
me: james is an icon lmao
unknown number: idk if i mentioned this today but gray and i are actually really good friends with him. :)
me: you are??
unknown number: yes,indeed emmo
I couldn't wrap my head around what was happening.First I meet the twins,now I'm texting Ethan and they are friends with one of my fav youtubers? What the actual fuck was going on.
unknown number: oh and that reminds me.. do you wanna collab? like all 4 of us?
And now he is asking me to collab.I pushed all of my fears away for a second and took that chance in a heartbeat.
me: sure i guess,when,what are we going to be filming?
unknown number: well we were thinking about going to vegas on a roadtrip actually
Holy fuck.
me: alright im down. when are we going ?
unknown number: 9pm tomorrow , is that good with you?
me: beyond perfect.
unknown number: glad to hear :) i'm so excited !!
me: wait do you mind telling me where are we going lol
unknown number: it's a suprise ;) but you'll love it
me: alright dolan,can you atleast tell me how much to pack?
unknown number: nah you'll have to guess ;) jk i actually don't even know lol ask gray
me: ethan. i don't have his number.
unknown number: oh well then you might as well just guess lol
me: fine
unknown number: alright emmo i gtg now.i'll see you tomorrow at 9, DON'T BE LATEEEE
I left him on read since I didn't really know what to reply because I'm dumb as fuck sorry.
unknown number: you wont even say bye emmo? :(
wow rude
me: byeee ethan
I turned off my phone and went straight to bed,tired as fuck. I better get some sleep,I have a very exciting day tomorrow. A road trip to god knows where with Ethan,Grayson and James.I sense something good will happen.
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i'm falling for you » ethma
Fanficwell this is an interesting emotional roller coaster lol